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Today is the day that i ever bought so many fruits from the supermarket. If it's not for my floristry class, i will never think of buying uncut fruits home. I actually bought oranges. YUCK, i hate eating them. I wanted to buy cherries so i can eat them while i use some of them for the arrangement, but i figured i will probably finish them all before class starts and it's such a hassle cos they are so small and i got to spend them arranging them properly. Anyway, i bought 6 fuji apples, 6 dont know what apples (i bought them cos they hav the most perfectly shape of an ideal apple. So red and so well-formed.), 3 grapefruits, 6 oranges (eeeeee!) and a bunch of bananas. Maybe i shld drop by the hospital tomorrow after class and visit strangers in the hospital.
There are never ups and ups and ups in life. My life has been too good that now something unpleasant has to happen to bring my life a lil step down. I lost my keys. I know it's no big deal, but it has my favourite stussy keychain. AH!
It's the very first keychain that i actually use to hold my keys together. I hope there's still a similar one selling at the stores. I saw it in the display shelves recently. I dont know why its selling again. I got mine as a gift bout 3 or 4 years back.
I hope its still there. Pls be there.
desuetude 2:02:00 AM
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I am going to Aussie land!
desuetude 8:18:00 PM
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While on our way to Orchid Country Club today, Nadia said to me, " Win, what time is your interview for today?"
What interview?! I was panicky once again, and got Hun to check my school email for details.
So, mine's at 5pm, the first on the list for OIAP applicants.
I wouldnt say my interview was good. More like below OK. The thing is, i have a very strong feeling that i wont be pick even though there are only 6 applicants. Oh well, the selection will be out tomorrow. Im feeling all so nervous and worried bcos i really really want to go. AH!
Im gon pray so hard tonight that i may probably dream of Jesus again.
You know, i try to distract myself from thinking abt the results tomorrow and i try to think positively but i cant! I really want to go to Aussie for attachment. SIGH SIGH SIGH. It's depressing in a way. I think im gon be sobbing really badly if i dont get in.
For now, i shall go soak my drained out soul in the bath and finish up my landscape design by hook or by crook because tmr's the submission. Hello copic markers, you will be my best friend tonight.
desuetude 8:36:00 PM
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I was thinking of logging off msn, then i noticed my nails. Ugly chipped painted nails. I got them repainted. I have a habit of painting my nails just before i go to bed. I dont know why.
While waiting for them to dry............................
I LOVE YOU HUN AND I LOVE U VERY VERY MUCH !
desuetude 1:03:00 AM
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You know the hassle most people go through when they want to back up the files. Burn it out into a cd or even better,transfer into an external hard drive, making sure no personal files, whether impt. or not, is lost. I got my files burnt out and thought i could use the recovery cd to reformat my comp. My old comp worked that way, so i thought this one works the same too. While trying to get the job done and getting all pek chek, it then occured to me that i need the windows xp disc.
And guess what? I misplaced the disc.
Somehow, i just dont remember having the disc? How can it be? Or did i throw it away?
I'm waiting for the disc to pop up in front of me one of these days. You know, you always cant find the thing that u are looking for when u desperately need it. And when u dont, its always right before u and u nv bother to take notice of it.
The irony of humanity.
Anyway, today's presentation turned out to be a mock up. Where by we jus present our ideas to the class, get feedbacks and improve on it. I would say, my prayers are answered. ;) Not that i prayed physically, i did it virtually by typing out my prayer in my blog entry. Still counted right!
This week, i wont be having any classes on thurs. Having a fieldtrip (again) tmr. This time round to orchid country club, to have more insights to managing a leisure park. All im looking forward to is next week cos tues and thurs are official off days for me. WOOOHOO.
I shall get to bed soon or i will end up rushing my drawings tmr night and have even bigger eyebags that i already have on wednesday.
desuetude 11:54:00 PM
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Faye faye has once again tried to steal my toothbrushes. Yesterday night, it was my electric toothbrush. And just now, it was my manual toothbrush. I really think he wants/likes to get his teeth brush? Maybe he likes the feeling of the brushes in his mouth from his previous successful attempts in destroying my toothbrushes.
Oh. My Nine West heels are not spoilt. They are under my bed storage. My mom lied to me that Faye faye left his teethmarks on them. And i was rather sad cos i couldnt find them initially and really thought my mom threw them down the rubbish chute. I was also suspicious bcos my mom likes the heels as well, so i thought maybe she stole it and kept it in her room, even though its too big for her to wear. Whatever it is, the heels are safe and sound. LOL
I was almost unable to submit my forms for OIAP today. I got up at 4.15pm, and i was thinking of lazing abit longer till i suddenly remember the school office closes at 5. You can imagine how panicky i was. I cursed at all the taxis that were vacant and yet refuses to even take a brake to send my desperate soul to school. Luckily in the end, i got onto this mr nice taxi uncle's cab. He was willing to wait for me to drop off the forms and send me to Hun's place even though he was hungry, rushing back home. He even gave me a lil discount for the ride. It was $10.20. I gave him a $50 note and said, 'i give u 20cents.' He said,' Never mind la dear.' THANK YOU UNCLE. If i ever got selected to go for OIAP, i will write compliments about you to your company. Anyway, Zouk tonight was alright. Better than the previous time i went there.
I dislike the kotton mouth feeling after clubbing. Do u experience that too? If yes, pls share with me how u overcome this problem? I just keep drinking and drinking and drinking cold water till my stomach cannot tahan. My damn mouth is still asking for more.
Wish me luck for my project completion tmr. I got a presentation on monday that will determine my grade for DPM. Just give me a D pls. NO NO, at least a C cos I havent gotten any Ds so far and i do not want a D to break my D-less results.
Dear LORD, i beg you, PLS PLS, make my lect. love my presentation, even if its gon be one of the worse.
AMEN!
desuetude 5:42:00 AM
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if i have gone to bed earlier, completed my OAP forms earlier, talked to my mom earlier, i would have feel much better than what i am now. To make it worse, the packet of snow peas Hun bought from Muji's lao hong.
CAN I SAY THAT TWO WORDS? SIAN DIAO.
I need to be in sch by 9 later.
CAN I SAY THAT TWO WORDS AGAIN? SIAN DIAO.
desuetude 4:13:00 AM
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Something really strange happened last night. It's so strange yet sweet.
It wasRocky. Rocky was showing some loving to Faye faye. He kept licking and sniifing Faye's face, ears, body and everywhere while Faye laid lazily on the floor chewing on his bone, occasionally sniffing and licking Rocky.
My mom and I were in awe.
I took pics and vids of that rather long loving session the dogs had cos IT PROBABLY WILL NV HAPPEN AGAIN.
desuetude 3:58:00 PM
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I AM AWFULLY TREMENDOUSLY DISGUSTED.
There's this someone who self proclaim that im her friend when i never even speak to her before (at least not that i remember). x
desuetude 1:30:00 PM
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Mom : When's your holidays ending? Wanna go New York?
When i heard that, i feel so pathetic about myself. It's my last few days of my very last holidays for my tertiary life. AND I DIDNT EVEN GET OUT OF SINGAPORE.
i feel damn pathetic.
DAMN PATHETIC.
And that Marc Jacobs bag is gone as well.
desuetude 1:54:00 AM
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Sunday was good. Everything's good.
Pictures taken at the science center will be uploaded soon, when i remember to get them from Hun. Meanwhile, let me show u some things that makes me happy and i would like to have them as my possessions (too many Ss?) .
This carry all bag is something that i would probably get and use it when i go to sch until i get a new bag. Or maybe not.
Not that i like diamonds (yet!). I like this plastic ones pretty much. I know its quite lame but i like it. Hun, you can get me these as a pre-marriage proposal ring. HAHAHAHA. PS: NOT THE PINK ONE. (Alright, not that i dislike diamonds, jus that im currently too poor to afford them so i say i dont like them and so i wont find myself so pathetic longing for one.) Can i laugh at myself for typing that out?
I know of someone close to me who would like this so much and i want to get it for her. 
I TELL YOU. THEY ARE SO BLARDY CUTE I WANT TO HAVE ALL 3 OF THEM.
This bag is cute. But yy has it already. THEN AGAIN, IT'S SO CUTE.
I was a librarian in primary school cos i was such a geek.
Wanna guess what this thing is? It's a passport cover and i like how rough the cover looks with the lil sketch.
I like how the colours contrast with one another.
This is one of my favourite Yujin's characters. I know this is so useless, but i dont mind getting it jus to put my mobile in it.
This photo album shall hold all my photos taken by my holga cam.
I still like skulls very much. I can show u my collection of skulls items if u want to. And these 2 shall add into my picky collection. 
(I know they look damn cheapo la.)I like the print so much that i want to get this pair of slips and a pouch that i happen to see with the exact same print from somewhere else and wear/use them together. I tend to match the things i wear. And i tend to over match sometimes. Eg. The other day i was out, i had my nails painted electric blue, wore a long sleeved electric blue top with blue jeans and with a pair of patent electric blue flats. Blue da ba di.
This reminds me very much of Paddington Bear. And thats what i like abt this top.
I shall go to bed now, wish upon the sun thats already out that someone will jus deposit money into my account accidentally, wake up hours later when im done with dreaming, get changed and head to the post office to see if my parcel is still lying around (it's been a month since the postman dropped me the note). Hopefully i will be able to retrieve back my mail and i shall be feeling happy, with or without the mail, cos i will be seeing Hun at her school. At 6, we will be at bugis to meet a buyer who wants e JJ concert tickets that i got for free (i dont even know who he is until i went to e sistic's website.) and visit Muji to get my bath supplies replenished and milk tea.
HAPPY MONDAY BLUES.
desuetude 8:28:00 AM
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There's gon be a gathering later at YP's house. For the future horticulture graduates and a few lecturers. We'll all gon get really wasted. And i, will be the bartender as usual, giving pple very "strong" drinks.
Today(thursday), i officially watched the first match in the world cup, with hun, terence and hun's classmates. I still dont get the thrill.
I shall go find recipes for cocktails for tmr and also info for my project. Submission's tmr. AHHHHHHHHH!
desuetude 3:25:00 AM
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I watched the video clips (courtesy of GMAX) of Hun and I taking our very first GMAX ride on my bday. DAMN FUCKING FUNNY.... especially John and Lynette's ride. Maybe i should load it up on YouTube and share it with everyone. Then, I looked through the pictures taken this year ......
You know why some kids get their mouths taped? Because they cant keep them shut, not even in the library when they know the rules. 
And then, they pout their lips at you after you punished them.
Lastly, they put on funny faces to get back at you eg. nanny-nanny-poo-poo-face. But for the above, it was boo-i-bet-i-scared-you-face.
A very amatuer ad that yy and i did in 5mins but our lect. liked it.
Nizam looks er.............................
Heck, he got nice eyes. 
And as usual, i was irrtated by Yiping (guy in the middle below) who loves to take candid shots.
It was supposed to be, hey lets take a picture together. (i hope u get wat i mean)
Hazel playing SBSP games in my room NAKED! Are you that gullible?
This January baby was extremely sad (check out those teary eyes) because it rained heavily when she had planned to have bbq. But anyhow, it all ended up good cos her brother was nice enough to cook up a feast for her and her fellow hungry mates.
What a cute pineapple.
Featuring.........................
Poh Yee with her infamous small eyes. -.-
I dont know what the heck terence did that for.
Prefect Hazel. 
And the Prefect decided to let her hair down.
The Class' Pledge 
And all these white shirts red ties happened on my 19th. Not forgetting my biggest birthday present.
I love to watch Faye (pronounce in the cantonese way) sleep. I think you will love it too.
He finally found a friend, Pammie, who is willing or rather, loves to play rough with him. And then he got injured while playing (right).
Well, u know, like normal puppies, he has those health problems as well. Luckily it doesnt spread. Otherwise........Rocky........
Anyway, he's still surviving very well.
Here's the growth of Hun and I.
From this .........................
To this.................................................
And to this................................
To Thissssssssssssss
Oh, the science geek is going to the science centre later! I bet you can guess how thrilled i am. Believe it or not, thats me in the pic ;)
desuetude 1:57:00 AM
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