Tuesday, December 30, 2003
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came back frm lunch. work aint stacking, rather, . i din do anything at all!!! oh, no i did something. i help cheng fax some quotation forms. dats it. and cheng kept tellin mi dat those quotations are urgent. hey, its not my fault they dont wana reply. i've fax-ed, call-ed, ask-ed. companies said they will reply yeah...... i suppose e replies are invisible.

i can predict dat i will be slackin for da whole 3 remaining hours, doin my own stuffs. it makes me feel as if i've been put in some childcare centre, with all adults around. i wished i can go home!! being in da situation lyk me can be delightful or pathetic. u sit around and get paid. but, its so boring!!!

desuetude 2:24:00 PM


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Monday, December 29, 2003
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poor rocky. his shit was slimy softy and yucky. poor baby having tummy upset. all my fault. it must have been da sausages i gave him. he cried while he shit-ed. poor doggie in pain. heart-breaking. washed his backside. he looked so pathetic. aww......... i hope he's better right now. if only im not workin today.....

desuetude 9:08:00 AM


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Friday, December 26, 2003
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[mon] had gathering with pri sch frens. had these real unfamilar, awkward, strange feelin when i reached there, but soon it subsided. haha. talked to pple whom i seldom talked to. realise we do have commons. come to think of it, i believe there's definitely some common between u n pple around u. its juz that u din manage to grasp it. or perhaps, you lose e chance to. that is when u somehow lose a fren.

christmas eve. met up with siwei n longfeng at city hall. coz i got off frm work early and it was siwei's break time. went to cafe cartel whilst waiting for xavier aka sista leong and weijing to come. siwei went back to work. chatted with longfeng. talked abt some NS stuffs. hahaha. he said its veri slackin in camp. most of da time he will be slping. hahaha.

siwei helped mi reserve a table at blue elephant, he works there. suppose to dine there. went there with sista leong n jing and realised dat i actually dined there b4 and da food sucks. kinda paiseh. coz siwei got some kinda trouble to get a place for us? or something lyk dat. pass him his stuffs. checked out other restaurants. luckily there's baker's inn. yummy. took lotsa photos. esp in da cab. wahahahaha.

went to darren's place. bbq there. din have da xmas atmophere. haha. but lotsa talks, craps. i mistook rambutans as strawberries! and i realised justin looks lyk spongebob squarepants !! she even luffs lyk spongebob. haha. went to kel's place and back home at 8am plus.

christmas. woke up at 6 pm +. met up with kel n frens in town. took pics, as usual. saw one mediacorp artiste, duno wad name. e one who like pierre png in holland v. sweet looking. =p

desuetude 4:03:00 PM


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Monday, December 22, 2003
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juz came back frm lunch. half an hour more to slack. helped joanne cut papers. asked her use wad to cut coz i dun see any cutter or scissors arnd. she said, "use either che [chinese for ruler) or ruler." wahahaha. wads e diff?

i think my chinese have improved with all da chinese speaking arnd me. but its still not gd. hahaa. i called up dis company to check if they recieve my fax. i spoke english initially and e guy said, 'ke yi jiang hua yu ma ?' and so i said, 'ok. wo yao ask ni yo mei yo recieve fax.' hows it ?

desuetude 12:55:00 PM


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Sunday, December 21, 2003
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haha... ytd everything seemed to go wrong. kel n i went to cold storage. bought salmon and campbell's back to her place. haha. first, removing da skin of da salmon was absolutely difficult. know y ? e knife's not sharp. i cant scratch e fish without 'hurting' it. got wad i mean ? kel cut half of them, she cut them thin, but not in slice. wahahaha. she place them all over da plate. my turn to cut, no place to put my masterpiece, so i put all those of kel's on one side of da plate.... its lyk one pile of shit ? lolz.

indeed, appearance of e food affects e appetite. i din eat alot of da raw salmon. squeeze lemon onto da salmon, turned whitish after tht. i nv knew such thing happens. reminds mi of chemistry. hahaha. decided to cook it, kel placed in microwave. turns out with whitish stuffs on top. hahaa. e taste was alrite but da appearance lyk as if someone juz vomit something on it. threw it away.

kel drank da soup. hahaha. initially it was thik den when she finished half of it, it became more liquified. duno wad happened. i've nv encounter such. everything juz went wrong! totally wrong!!

desuetude 3:44:00 PM


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Saturday, December 20, 2003
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so tired when i woke up at 7. hmm went monks yesterday!! was alrite, saw some of my sch peeps. hmm, din have dat kinda atmosphere and mood when i was dancing yesterdae. one word, boring! came to work. while workin, i realised im gonna miss my spongebob cartoon !! sigh. right now, time to off frm work!!! meetin dear dear.

desuetude 12:10:00 PM


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Friday, December 19, 2003
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its 1730. this aunty will always be in da office, on da spot when da bell goes n punch her card. hahaa. so funny. i suppose she does count down to her off work time. hmm everyone one is gone. as usual, left me + er..... and i think only left !! wahaha. helping joanna to print out her p/o

desuetude 5:34:00 PM


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back to my desk. juz made my ginseng tea. hehe. warm n nice. hmm, im still as sleepy. took cab to work again!! this cant continue. i calculated on my way to work. five times or prob six times per week, 7 bucks per ride. one week 42. one month abt 170. hmm........ anyway, its time for work.

desuetude 8:30:00 AM


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Thursday, December 18, 2003
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hmm so tired. i doze off while working. hahahaha. really damn tired. today was abit different. besides typing, printing p/o, i fax-ed stuffs and called up companies. faxin sucks...stand there for so long. fax abt 30 over sheet of quotations and requests. callin up was fone. i realise i rather be some fone operator den wad im doin nw. juz called my mom. told her to pick mi up. she told dad to pick mi up. im too lazy to walk to da mrt. i slack abit today. i din type my p/o so fast. haha. colleagues told mi to type slower, ask me do so fast for what. hahaha. if i type slow, my work will seem so much more boring. and it makes me feelin sluggish.

today i went to dis er small coffeeshop for lunch. joanne brought me there. food there is cheap. i thot we can no longer get a plate of chick rice for 2 bucks. i was wrong! sian sian sian. almost everyone has left da office. think only left me n my boss. duno. or mayb he's gone long ago. dun really notice him. my eyse are on my comp screen. this shows dat i do my work!!! hehe. but i can say dat im productive. yeah. okie.... i shall slowly walk to down now n explore my work area. i still get lost, cant find e location of my office. hahaha. im really street-wise. lol

desuetude 5:33:00 PM


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earlyin da morning, this is da first time dat i blog to early after waking up frm slp. normally its blog early coz i havent go to bed. reached office early. i took cab though. somehow i think my cabbie riding habit is back.

im tryin to live like how normal workin class pple do. eat simple, spend little everything at low cost. hahaha...

shall continue later. gotta work soon.... im gona look at da comp screen till 5.30pm. i need to get new spects. anyone wana get it for me as m christmas pressie ?? =p

desuetude 8:25:00 AM


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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
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im so tired lately. physically n much more mentally. not enuff of slp. pple who knw me will know why. i need lotsa slp. will only be veri fresh with at least 12 hrs or slp. now i have less den 8. juz lyk when i was still gg to sch. hahaha

went to work on mon at 3pm. hahah. only worked for 2h 30mins. lolz. hmm quite boring. do P/O [purchase order]. hm been facing e comp whole day. can die man. argh!! e keyboard sucks. mayb i'll bring my own. hahaha. or i juz need e wrist rest. been doin da same thing at work since mon till now. type p/o, print, pass to pple and sign.

my colleagues are all rite. abit old? hahah. but those around me are ok. lyk 20+. overall its ok. all i can conclude is tt office work is boring but quite slack, for my case. hahaha. prob coz i finish doin my tasks damn fast. even my colleagues were lyk 'so fast?' 'you're really fast'. thanks to my frequent online chats. =p

on my first day of work. colleagues were lyk so fantasized with e way my name is spelt?! hahaha. damn funny. anna saw it coz i was suppose to write down my name on da punch card. well....... anna showed e rest my spelt name. they were like ooh... ahh.... lol. wad can i say.

lucky joanne goes lunch with me. otherwise i wil be lonely lyk fuck. hm she's da 2nd youngest. hmm... saw kel durin lunch time today. she was workin nearby and eatin at s11 too. heehe.and he told his colleague that IM HER COUSIN !!! my dear cousin, im ur cousin kel.

desuetude 2:55:00 PM


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im so tired lately. physically n much more mentally. not enuff of slp. pple who knw me will know why. i need lotsa slp. will only be veri fresh with at least 12 hrs or slp. now i have less den 8. juz lyk when i was still gg to sch. hahaha

went to work on mon at 3pm. hahah. only worked for 2h 30mins. lolz. hmm quite boring. do P/O [purchase order]. hm been facing e comp whole day. can die man. argh!! e keyboard sucks. mayb i'll bring my own. hahaha. or i juz need e wrist rest. been doin da same thing at work since mon till now. type p/o, print, pass to pple and sign.

my colleagues are all rite. abit old? hahah. but those around me are ok. lyk 20+. overall its ok. all i can conclude is tt office work is boring but quite slack, for my case. hahaha. prob coz i finish doin my tasks damn fast. even my colleagues were lyk 'so fast?' 'you're really fast'. thanks to my frequent online chats. =p

on my first day of work. colleagues were lyk so fantasized with e way my name is spelt?! hahaha. damn funny. anna saw it coz i was suppose to write down my name on da punch card. and can u guys believe it, they are stil using da punch ard system!! kinda wad's e word... hmm antique ?? haha. oh. my sch uses tt too. well....... anna showed e rest my spelt name. they were like ooh... ahh.... lol. wad can i say.

lucky joanne goes lunch with me. otherwise i wil be lonely lyk fuck. hm she's da 2nd youngest. hmm... saw kel durin lunch time today. she was workin nearby and eatin at s11 too. heehe.and he told his colleague that IM HER COUSIN !!! my dear cousin, im us cousin yeah.

desuetude 2:55:00 PM


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Sunday, December 14, 2003
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went shopping with jas. shiok feeling. juz spend spend + spend. and also, its e best season to shop now, its a shopping season, to get things for christmas or watsoever. well, i always shop. so .............

bought 5 tops, a skirt n a long pants. wooohooo. purchasing was great, but carryin them was 'tedious'. haha. i saw a lot of tops with skulls design, all of them are lyk so congested, too many things on it. its juz so not me. i juz dun like it. its better anyway, otherwise i wld have bought all those and i wun be surprise to open a wardrobe filled of clothes with skulls or skeletons designs.

had dinner at crystal jade xiao long bao. had my fav chicken soup. i love soup, esp if its herbal, tonic. love all these soups since young. mom n her frens join mi + jas. haha. dinner was paid by mom.

saw dis pair of heels at gripz. so nice! i love it alot. but i din purchase it coz its kinda mature for me and i might not wear it. haha. somehow, i think i will get it. reason, coz i like it.

went to esplanade. we walked to dis park. i think its a park. where e river flows to kallang and eventually to some ocean ? we saw many couples, making out, mostly kissing. we supposed dat they might all engaged in heavy pettin as e night gets quieter. hahaha. took some pics of couples together. of coz, they were unaware of my camera. sat down, enjoyed e breeze, jas n i took pics, talked. left when e rain got heavier. we dun wana be caught in da rain! with our newly bought items. =P

went to desmond's place. mom told mi to go to eat sushi. i had sashimi, only raw salmon. dats gd enuff. its my fav. salmon salmon, i juz love eating you! lol. ate along with jap rice. mom's fren rinsed e black pepper crab for me. its too spicy for me, thats why. hahaha. it's was still alittle spicy after rinsed. but yummy!!

they kept on tryin to put desmond n i together. so irritating. they asked desmond to sit beside me, asked me why i nv asked desmond to eat e oranges? and i thot it shld be him who shld ask me coz im e guest. and when i left, asked me why i nv say bye to desmond !!, asked des to see me to my door. luckily he didnt. im glad he's a shy guy. hahaha. desmond's mom tried to put us together too. kept on sayin dat we used to play together blah blah blah. haha gez wad my mom said to des' mom? 'she doesnt like boys, for da moment.' lol. she really surprised me.


desuetude 3:36:00 AM


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Saturday, December 13, 2003
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can anyone tell me how come 2 of my drop down menus combined into one? and also, i'll get e links put up soon, to view pics. yeah, i mean soon.

desuetude 6:04:00 AM


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up at 6pm. was lying on my bed. heard his voice. got our off bed only after he left. i din want to be in an awkward position. brought roc down for walk. house's empty, dark, quiet. thot she went out. found out she was hidin in e other room. she's at it again. nv thot she wld do such childish act. totally childish. wad's e point of all dis ?! it only causes more pain to everyone. all in my head is to get outta dis pathetic hse. its no longer a hse, more lyk a hotel.

i finally asked e qns at 7am. thru sms though. i juz cldnt bring myself to mouth it. there were new msgs. but none was hers. i took my bath, changed n out. i seem to enjoy a longer journey to reach a destination lately. i gez i juz want time to be alone. see e world myself. everything by myself. i find myself growing up. i took bus to town. been takin buses n trains recently, instead of my usual hang-flag, cabbie rides. mayb i want companion. mayb i want to be in crowds. mayb i find 'companion' in takin buses n trains; with many pple taking it. unlike my usual cab rides, only mi n e taxi driver.

met kel at taka. went to dine at kai kushi. wai yee served us. e food was alrite. it suited my taste, i wanted something steamed, plain, soupy. im having cough, my throat feels bad. went home by bus.

watched Linkin Park Live In Texas. superb! now i feel even more disappointed that i couldnt attend their concert in KL. if i could speak to them, i'll say:-
chester, dont u get sore throat or lose ur voice, screaming seventeen tracks, after da concert? do you know ur veins really pop out when u 'sing' ?
mike, do u know i love your rap ?!
rob, dont ur hands and legs get tired from drumming? u whacked on da drums thru out. i suppose u've got many hands n legs muscles !! but hey, u rock.
mr haan, i love your mixing. you seemed to be da most relax amongst e members of LP.
pheonix, your head looks weird.
LINKIN PARK RAWKS. you guys make great music! definitely! thumbs up.

too many things to be spoken.
too many things to be kept mumb.
heart-broken,
if only i can be numbed.
hoping u to know why im doin all these
its for your good, i promise.
please, never doubt me.
u'll only hurt me.

you know how much it hurts
you know you feel it too
you know you love me
you know i love you

desuetude 4:18:00 AM


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Friday, December 12, 2003
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[wed] met up weijing n jieying for mac breakfast at harborfront. after dat went pool. called up frens who stay nearby me to come over to my place to play mahjong. borrowed mahjong set frm ju. mine's back home in m'sia. siwei n lixia came. was really fun. somehow a small gatherin with my pri sch frens. siwei n lixia went off arnd 6 plus and e rest of us went to makan. i din eat, meet kel later. saw a cat with only three feet. it has got a missing right leg... so poor thing. i bought a packet of chicken rice for it. its juz so pitiful.

took bus to town. went kinokuniya coz i noe kel will b late. msg her. she replied ' 5mins more'. i read a few books, only one chapter of each. msg her again. she replied 'almost out of office'. her five mins is lyk real long!! flipped thru a bk on leonardo di vincci's art. if only i cld draw lyk him. so detailed. marvelous. i saw mona lisa, and i started to luff to myself. my L family will noe y. lolz. after tt picked up a book on chernobyl, abt e pple's life there after e nuclear explosion. e bk consists of mainly pics of e pple, showin e mutation dat was caused by radiation. esp those who were born after e explosion. i almost cried seein all dat. im kinda emotional today. those kids, so innocent, all bcoz of da explosion, they suffered from abnormality. i think everyone shld see that bk, and u will realised how fortunate u are, even if u r poor. i dun rem e title of e bk. but its can be found under e photography section. its really worth flippin thru. she finally reached arnd 8.25. she's late for an hr plus!!!! saw jaz, bev n kai in paragon. they talked so much. my stomach was growlin, dyin for food. pushed kel away and on our way to Spagheddies. they serve really nice pastas! met up with jaz n all at lips cafe. went home arnd 11 plus.

[thurs] its raining donkeys and monkeys. chilly weather. nice! bathed rocky then myself. coping myself underneath my quilt after bath. i love e warmth. read my novel, 'one for my baby - tony parsons' . kel msged me. changed and town was where i was heading. mom drove me there. while on e way, she told me something. hurt me so much, i still haven pluck up e courage to ask her those qns. i respect her, shes my mom. and i noe my qns wld b rude n crude. she teared too. only realised it when she turned on e light to search for her wallet to give mi money. it made me wana cry out loud when i saw her tears. argh! i held back. coz i dun wana meet kel n frens with red puffy eyes.

met them at mos burgers. din control myself too well. eyes got wet again. but i managed to stop e production of more tears. drank e wrong cup of drink. wth! thot it was kel's. went to hmv. bought linkin park live in texas dvd. duno when i will have e chance to watch. mom hates those rock, head banging music. its juz loud annoying noises to her. mayb i shld bring over to kel's place on xmas. with my L family there, all of them shall watch LP with me. wahahaha i noe they will definitely hate e idea!!!

still feelin down. really duno who i can turn to. i dun wana turn to kel coz she's stress enuff. i dun wana add on to them. argh!!! its so terrible to keep them all inside. somebody save me!!

y does XY, dis pair of genes exist in dis world ? e world's definitely gona b a better place without these creatures! it wld mean there will be no reproduction. there will be no mankind ! no me, no you, no nobody!

desuetude 2:23:00 AM


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Tuesday, December 09, 2003
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fever's gone but nt headache, dry throat. been havin those 1sec blackout. i have my balance and everythings fine after a sec or so. been slping alot. anyway, win always slps alot.

my holidae overview :
- slps at 6am or later
- wake up after 4pm
- always late when im suppose to meet a fren; waking up late.
- watch tv
- watch spongebob squarepants cartoons
- go online
- blog
- and thats it

finally i went to pick up my violin to play. played for less than 15mins. put it back to case. kept e books. zipped. everything back to da violin case. my neck ached. haha. din play on it for months. playing sucked and my violin's out of tuned. i need a tuner! plus, my nails are long! the beautiful sound of e violin was prevented. shall go to da music store soon.

nothing much to blog. nothing interesting happened today. im still sick!

desuetude 10:45:00 PM


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Saturday, December 06, 2003
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awaken by lai's call. told mi to get outta e hse nw coz they bought tix for 'elf' at 3.10pm. 'isnt is already 3.10?' 'yeah, juz rush down!' i dashed to da bathroom, when i got out, lai called again. told mi we are watching 'possessed' at `1745 instead. e sense of urgency ceased. haha.

mom drove me out. reached town by 1545. i realised tt it e fatest time i taken to get change and reach my destition. i only took 35 mins to get ready and to reach e place. its amazing. definitely. hehe.

patty's mom, patty n lai were sitting at spinelli. i haven went spinelli for so long. i used to frequent there alot. and im always sipping e ice tea when im there. i juz like it, esp after addin e sugar syrup. quenching. patty's mom left us, to meet patty's grandma for lunch. hmm went to order drinks with lai. we also ordered oreo cheesecake! nice. and thats e only food i've consumed for e day. weird, i always eat alot. and today, only a slice of cake! we took pics while chattin. haha. e pics are so funny. there's a vid taken while mi n lai was posing for e pic. patty switched to da wrong mode n there a veri funny vid is produced. hahaha... its e action of lai there's real funny. i'll try to link it here. ooh. patty's so sweet! she got me a skull with ribbon printed t-shirt and a skull bottle opener. haha skull of e opener reminds mi of pirates of e carribean, coz it wears a pirate hat.

shopped arnd heeren. and suddenly, we realised we were late for our movie. quickly rush towards cine. while gettin our of heeren, saw kelvin and her frens sellin e charity coupons, gave them 2 bucks and her fren tried to snatch e other 2 dollars notes dat i have. hur hur. i din take e coupon. all in my mind is to get to da cinema fast.

e show was quite boring. a veri typical plot. its abt satan reborning, possess humans. he gets onto one person, after some time, he will gets into another person. e older body dies. the doctors thot these pple died frm ebola or some other diseases. did lotsa investigation. in e end to find out dats its something tht cannot be explained by science n logic. e endin was bad. its showed e woman, who thot to be e last person to be possess by e satan as they burn her, e only way to prevent this frm spreading. she did 'died' but revived, to allow e satan to continue its survival on earth., possessing into another person. and lights on. yeah. oh, they hang e name tag of e deceased around e big toe, is it really lyk dat in real life ? its quite funny ?! name tag around e toe ?

bought a piggie wrist rest n a small bag frm hikosen cara in taka. patty too. hmm on our to get a cab frm heeren, coz e queue in taka was extremely long, we saw e dirty old man. he really needs to do some cleaning. he looks filthy. he was in pants 'buttoned' by safety pins n his shirt had stains. he asked us how to get to simei. told him to take train. he said he was out of breath, juz come out frm an operation. then patty told mi to take bus 7 coz he said e mrt station is far n tt he has breathing difficulties. he raised his voice n said its out of e way. i was thinkin, so he does noe e direction n y is he askin us? it strucked me tt his purpose is to get some money frm us, waiting for us to ask him to get a cab and he'll said he's penniless, and we'll gave it to him. ironically, he scolded us, asked us to shut up, dun say when we dont know. haha. it just makes me laugh. i duno why. if u noe, y do u ask then? and i suppose im right abt his intention.

-pics uploaded- [open ur eyes ---- 051203]

desuetude 4:18:00 AM


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Friday, December 05, 2003
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woke up at 1400. quickly bathe change n out. meetin kel kel at 1430. mom said uncle johnny will drive us out. den she told mi to go to da bank to do some stuffs. while she will do hers in another bank. patience running out. i duno y pple take such a long time to withdraw or to put it da $ . quickly rush to meet kel.

i was in a foul mood due to e waiting in da bank n insufficient hours of slp. i onli slept for almost 4 hrs. dats pathetic. was really happy to see kel. seems lyk i haven see her for veri long. she's always busy with work. workaholic. i got my fav rhumba frap. frm starbucks, hopin e cafeine will perk me up. we walked arnd in raffles city. i bought 2 novels frm mph. i gez they will be gd read. after dat went to funan. i wana go there to buy ink cartridges n photo papers, n kel wana go n try e vietnamese rest. its called VIETRO. reminds me of centro. haha. e food aint really nice. mine was okay. i ordered some beef noodles and for kel, she had dis er i 4get wad it is. its erm... soup with beef too. but e soup tasted sour n spicy. not bad. but i drank water immediately after i tried e soup. haha. i took pics of e food. i juz got nothin better to do. i think kel was kinda embarrassed ? hahaha. i dunch care. and im not doin anything illegal. yepz. she was 'engulfing' e food when they were served. haha. she simply ignored me when i talked to her or asked her qns. her replys did not require her to move her tongues, lyk hmm. haha. her concentration wasnt me but e food. anyone who noes her will noe how she eats. lolz. esp her bros. and when she did talk, she talked abt e food, lyk e taste of it n all. its juz all abt e food.

went challenger. got wad i want. saw a comp design i really like. but e brand is such stranger to me. my dearie said its some taiwanese brand. its starts with M. anyone knows a computer brand starts with M ? after tt i wanted to get those paper rings. and kel n i were argueing whether we shld go up or down in order to go to da stationary shop. she din believe me dat it was a level below where we were. coz she thinks im non-streetwise ? or something ? haha. but i was right , or mayb for once i was rite ? lalala. she was told she din have to go n work. went swensen's. kel wana eat ice cream. such a pig! but e call came juz rite when we were decidin wad to order. bad news. she had to go for wrk. left swensens.

decided to walked down boat quay, towards home since it was 15 mins b4 kel had to report for wrk.she was suppose to wrk in chinatown area, somewhere near where we were at. took pics of her while we were walking. e pics turn out quite nice. with e movements effects. saw a lady walkin her dog. i lyk e dog. so i took e pic of it without permission. haha. she lyks my camera. its nice to her. its nice to me too. haha. had a short conversation with her abt e cam. e pic of her dog was veri blurred. deleted them away. regret!!

while walkin, i decided to take pic of da moon. there was dis taxi in front of us. and e driver was smiling at me. i think he must b thinkin tt im insane, idiotic or wad. hahaha. hmm. kel insisted to sent me home when i thot of droppin her off since she was late n on my way home. nice gf i have. =].

got home. she left her fags in my bag. called her. e taxi driver u turn. she was giving me those grinny smiles when she left. she nv did tt to me but only to rocky, when she sees him.

i had a great day. real happy too. she made mi laugh. i made her laugh. we love each other's companion. wad more can i ask ?

-pics uploaded- [open ur eyes ---- 041203]

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Thursday, December 04, 2003
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had been noticing e sleeping postures of tor tor n titise. so cute. now, they are side by side. its a rare sight. usually they are on diff ends of da tank. titise is still e same size when i got it. tor tor gew quite alot. titise slp with its head stickin out. i wonder if it feels tired.

aint got e mood to blog. too many thots. everything will be ok when im awake. i hope. =\

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Wednesday, December 03, 2003
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ytd [mon] i slpt early. went to jb in da late afternn. went shopping. wads new? haha. hmm, wasnt feelin veri well, had flu and headache. when we were at e custom in jb, my mom stopped her car so far away frm da opening, where im suppose to gave da whoever e passports, that i have to crawl outta da car window?! oh well, even da whoever who checks da passports laughed at me. i slpt after that, real tired. came back home. ignored rocky, changed, and slp.

woke up at 4 plus in da afternn. goodness, slpt for abt 18 hrs. haven had long hours of slp. it was definitely a gd slp. but rocky's jumping up n down e bed kinda irritated me. and also when he slpt so close to me, his body heat....urgh!

got outta my room. saw mom. she said, 'i've got a christmas present for u. something dat u like. its in da kitchen.' i knew its definitely something dat i utterly detest. and guess wad i saw? i saw a dead pale translucent house lizard on da basin. mom told mi she felt it when she was takin out something in da fridge. aww.. luckily im not da one who touched. i wld have scream till i lose my voice n cry ! hahaha... disgusting creatures. i took a pic of it though. haha. it took me alot of courage to do it. even though its dead!!

Lizard
haha. hows it ? nice pic? lol

i suffered when i was havin my dinner. i cried. now, guess again, why did i cry? i used a spoon that had some soy sauce, with chilli in a sauce dish, to drink my soup. and damn, i got choked. e area around my throat. e feelin was terrible. and its was so spicy. worse than tom yam soup. i downed my iced tea, no help though. it got unbearable. tears welled up my eyes. e restaurant served food that are spicy. hmm no, not e food, its e spices. e chilli and e ginger. that are extremely hot. i wonder where they got these spices from. i've nv tasted such spicy chilli that make mi choke till i tear. no, its not those chilli padi. i hope i will nv dine there again!


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