i haven been spending my time productively.
its the sleep-all-i-want holidays, my intention's to find a job and earn some dough.
u see the irony, dont u?
1 more week of holidays to go.
im smiling, im half- smiling, im not smiling, my lips' drooping.

before sun rised, i had whopping get together with potash, cabbage and grace.
my bestie is back frm sydney, she will be gone again on tues. hw soon.
it was not only a whopping get together, it was a whooping put-on-your-spare-tyres day.
its not a big concern anyway.
viv came to look for me after she was done with some acs function.
she's the best bitching bitchy partner i swear.
i've nv felt so talkative before.

i nv really like bloggin abt sundays.

desuetude 7:40:00 PM

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Up Up UP
cambackinmyhands
30+ sleepless hours
clay at next

i visited the chinese physician.
no longer needing help while bathing and getting dressed.
when i stepped into the clinic, i cried even before it's my turn.
i was grossed out by e woman before me.
she had vericose veins all over her legs and the man was rubbing them.
the sight of it added on to the pain i had in mind.
it made me sob even harder.
when he rubbed my hand, i cried like an everflowing water fountain.
he made me lie down on the sofa.
i was tremendously tensed, cos i knew he was gg to do those sudden pull shits to my hand.
and there i heard the crack.
my bones mis-behaved, they went out of place.

on a lighter note, i got back my camera.
its all gd. in gd shape, in gd condition.
my camera is in good shape and in good condition. (=

anyway bridget jones was hilarious. i like that kinda humor.
shit happened. shit got sour.
clay was rather dried up, and became hard.
she couldnt be bothered with me at all.
she later said she was feelin damn shitty.
her shitiness sure gets me constipation.
i guess im a lil emo tonight.
i got so upset by her that i cried. [how many times do i wana cry? i'll stop this nonsense once my hand is fine. i promise.]
it was bad, ten minutes, no no, 15 minutes or prob more i duno.
that fucked up moment felt like years passing by with my vision detioriating.
tears were welling up.
i dont remember how i got cracked up again.
all i know was i started giggling when she said something.
everything's fine fine fine. (=

i met up with yatie and deena.
yatie u sure crack me up and im missin the crowd.

desuetude 3:14:00 AM

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i've got a swell on my wrist. [i hate e sight of it. i nv had extra bumps. OUCH!]
i cried buckets after my fall. i cried and stopped and cried and stopped.
u know, the pain come and go. u cant expect me to be petrified stoned.
im quite disabled now due to my temporary out of order right hand.

being such a sweetie, clay offered to help do some chores.
1. cleaned up rocky's pee. [living and my room]
2. changed my sheets.
3. kept e tiles and table [since monday]
and e list goes on.
i was like e supervisor. she was struggling to get rocky to her while bathing and drying. they ended up playing catching in my room. BUT, clay's one gd helper. thank you so much much.

we've got plans tmr.
i hope i dont let it run away jus cos i need to slp.
i've been slping alot, say 30 hrs and more?
then again i think i will slp till 5, till the chinese doctor ends his working shift. im too frightened with the thoughts of him rubbing and godknowswadelse he will do to my hand, with his strength like a cow.
im jus an ant. =\

desuetude 2:49:00 AM

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win : u know when's my last bath ?
clay : hahaha. at sentosa? right?
win : yeah. hahaha. u also ar?
clay : ya la. hahaha. im wearing the same pants.
win : wah lau. u CHAO CHAO CLAY.
clay : WAT ABT YOU? i still smell gd ok. and im sand free.
win : wahahaha. i cant believe u're as dirty as me.
clay : hahaha.
win : u're gonna bathe before u come over right?
clay : im gonna wear the same thing to ur place.
win : wad?!
clay : i will bathe after blading.
win : eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
clay : wad abt u ? huh huh huh
win : u dont hav to call when u reach later, i will be able to smell u. im gg to bathe. the heater's ready, the bathroom is waiting for me.
clay : shit man. wads da point? ya gon get dirty again after blading.
win : i dont want to be as dirty as u, though i know u so want me to.
clay : . FINE. be like that!

this is the other side of clay that u dont know.
nx time, if u do bump into her on streets, pls be cautious.
mayb u shld skip that buddy hug or hand shake or wadever involving contact.
she might hav sand frm sentosa on her body. she might hav not wash her hands after using the toilet, since it will get dirty again when she visits later again.
recently, she jus extracted her tooth. it was due to her laziness.
she was lazy to visit the dentist.
she was lazy to brush her teeth [she wants to put her automated brush at my place simply cos she was lazy to move her hands to brush her yellow nicotine-stained teeth with manual toothbrush.] and claimed that her toothbrush is out of batt.
i thought i know her well. BUT...
u thought u know clay ? think abt it.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

desuetude 10:34:00 PM

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