I aint got no money for my online purchases!
I need to delete my paypal account.
I need to dispose my mouse.
I need to cut off my internet connection.
(things I'll never do.)

I was in town for the shortest time ever, approx 1.5hrs.
Went for an interview(wasted effort for early waking) and lunch (with Agnes and Melissa), afterwhich it was a bus ride home. I would probably stay out longer if, the girls didnt have hockey.

As for the interview, its was jus a conversational one, no boring fill-up-your-particulars form. I didnt take up the job as it requires me to put in quite a many hours of work(there doesnt seem to be a difference with part time and full time, you work equally much), which I cant cos I got a night job (Oh yea, I got a job.) that would require me to work till 6am. Im not made of steel. I was glad Agnes was with me and she was able to take it up, cos I promised(did i?) Peter uncle that i (dont) want the job. That was the case before i got a call frm Kelvin in the later night.

It's a good feeling to know that Im getting some dough rolling.
Im just hoping im getting that job for long and (of cos) have nice colleagues around.

Home on Thursday.

desuetude 10:47:00 PM

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Winona is an auntie!

My cousin gave birth to a baby girl this morning(20th).
Weeeeeeee.... im an auntie. Im somebody's AUNTIE.

(i've no idea wads the name of my niece or how she looks like. Well, im a new auntie. Can u blame me?)


We went to EskiBar. Its totally cooooooool(all meanings of cool).
It'll be somewhere i'd frequent in the near future.

Wait..........
do you call ur cousin's child ur niece?

desuetude 4:08:00 AM

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(Monday) We headed down to Nafa again today. The previous visit was to submit the admission forms and to pay for tuition fees.
But we got the wrong amount written on the cheque.
And today, i bet you must have guessed it(maybe not), we've got the wrong amount for the school fees again.
It was all that admin. woman's fault. She should be sack, or put to other positions where she doesnt have to provide accurate information.

Before i was on my way to meet Clay at Nafa, this guy(i cant recall his name and i got better things to do then to find out his name.) who acted in Private Parts play came out of Fly Entertainment just as i was about to board the cab.
Our eyes met. I was thinking "Man, if only he was out earlier or the cab came later."
No no, not that im interested in him.
Okay, maybe partly. Im interested about the drama scene and everything about it. We could have strike up a conversation and probably i will be enlightened.
Im jus tryin to get myself to be more exposed to drama, inches by inches. (i still think im not up for it.)

Enough of that.

Chris was being so nice to show us around the school. (right, she was just too free. hahahaha) The school's compound not too bad.
Just a lil too many Chinese(those who speaks chinese with slurrs......all that er er er.) that kinda made Clay shudder.


Clay and i went to Orchard library last week and i had headache navigating around the library. Literary and physical. Im not a frequent library person, i dont exactly like to borrow books from a library.
It was quite a dreadful visit.
I used to borrow only reference books(when necessary), and most of them are of waxed, shiny, smooth high quality papers. Or rather i only borrow books which its papers meet the above specification.

(blardy shallow.)

Reason why i dislike to borrow book to read frm a library because i find the pages very stale and old. and I hate to see crinkled pages.

(damn blardy shallow.)

Clay just kept saying, "Its the same la."
True indeed, theres no missing words in the middle of a paragraph or what. Im very glad to say, i've adapted myself to borrow reading materials frm the library.

BUT BUT BUT! I still choose the books by their appearance (first impression matters, right?). NO CRINKLED PAGES. (unless i've got no choice, which is most unlikely.) God, i sure am missing good stuffs. Im assuming an old tattered book would imply that its commendable, with so many hands laid, resulting its 'supercilious' look.

HMMMM..............Library visit soon! (I'm almost out of books to read.)

desuetude 4:31:00 AM

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So the evaluation was bad and good.
My heart skipped a bit when i heard janet calling out to another girl, "it's winona on the line. she wants to push back the time for the audition."
Suddenly all the worms in my tummy became butterflies.

I dread auditions.

Oh, the caucasian guy, Paul, who did the evaluation cum audition was tryin to get me comfortable. Of course, he has a way with people. Actually, i wasnt as nervous as i was when i was headin to the theatre room. Proabably cause he's a caucasian, (caucasians are less petty compared to chinese. One word, stereotype. Sometimes i jus cant help it but be a stereotype. does it apply to u too?) i'd be able to joke and laugh, more comfortably, and also kill the flutters in my stomach.
I thought i was laughing too much for such a session. Well, i was honest with what i want and what i cant. That should cover the laughings.

I ought to spend more time at home.
-Been strolling the streets so much, that my mom is getting upset.
-Seeing people i havent seen eg. darl, denyse, wai yee.....
-and of cos meetin up with deb and poh.

Anyway, i've got a new mousepad with a wrist rest attach to it.
It has meow meows on it. Nice and sweet.

I'm too lazy to blog.
Took me quite a while to type all this before this fullstop.

desuetude 2:44:00 AM

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I almost let out a tear when i was taking my first bite for the day.
Not that im touched with the food, its jus waffle bis.
I honestly feel as though tears-welling-up has nothing to do with me, even when there are causes behind this. Just that i cant find a specific one and also, crying would be quite a hassle.

My mind is seized. I've been put off my stride.

Recieved a call from UAN while i was reading in my room.
I am down for an Artistes Evaluation this Thursday, 5pm at The Avalon.
Artiste? What artiste? I cant sing. I cant dance. I cant perform.
I play a lil of violin and drums. Does that count?
Thinking back, why did i even join the company? Why do they even take me in?

I always wanted to be in stage plays. It's seems all challenging and fun.
There's auditions for plays. I am exhilarated. I was.
When i remembered i've got no experience in/with performing arts, i could feel the elated expression falling off my face. Almost immediate.
It's all disappearing into a puddle.

I know i can take classes for acting etc.
I havent got that courage. Somewhere inside me, i feel that im not up to it.
Where did all the self-esteem go? It's exceptionally low in this phase, i know very well.
I need exploration.

Anyway, Sunday was merry.
Now both Hun and Deb hav got new look with their new hairstyles, im stuck with my boring hair. I made a pact with myself not to cut my hair till its much longer.
We took photo-me, and headed to Kinokuniya to borrow scissors at the stationary section.
I LOVE the photo.
Does anyone happen to know any Photo-Me booth that prints out 4 different shots instead of 4 identical shots?
(i realised my question is awkwardly typed, heck, im too lazy to rephrase it. Anyone who has taken Photo-Me before should know what im talkin abt.)

Oh, my pocket is tight.
I need a job.

desuetude 7:00:00 PM

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Our moms are out of of town, both of us are in our world.
It's like an emergence to adulthood. To be specific, marriage-hood.
Best thing is, we dont argue over chores.

Alright, for the past few days,
i've been very much like a housewife, but still a million steps away to be a yellow face one.
All those needless to be named housechores are done.

I have an 'estrange' sickness. I like to do the laundry.
I got fun out of pressing the start button to run the washing machine.

Moving on to something else that made me go crazy jumping over.
Simple Plan's and Avril's concert.
To rank the artistes based on the concerts;
1st: Simple plan
2nd: Avril
3rd and least favourite: Pug Jelly

Thanks to Clay for the sponsors!
Thank you very much darling for making me so happy all the time!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
(she's singing diana krall's and norah jones' songs to hit me hints. thing is, i dont even know who sang those songs till she fess up.)
And, i got closer to mates i wasnt while i was in stc? or at least, we mingled.
Angeline and Tiffany are cute peeps. Wednesday(the adam's family daughter lookalike girl) also not bad la. If only she's slimer.

HMMMMMMMMMM.............










BYE BYE.

desuetude 12:16:00 AM

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