Sunday, November 30, 2003
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prom was alrite[friday]. had fun with frens. it was also prob my last time seeing someone in da school. well, nothing sappy dat night. saw rita, so glad to see that she's fine now. took quite alot of pics. mostly of pple at my table. oh ya, i was lucky dat night. mi n eli asked a waiter to drop off e lucky draw coupon durin e midst of e dinner. haha. nv wld i expect myself to win a diamond necklace. well, im not into da gift. i dun lyk it. haha. i rather win a x box !! they gave away 2 sets. danced with my frens. fun ! for da first time i see my teachers dance. lolz.

mom came to fetch me. aili went to my place to change. lucky i'll got bigger clothes for her. and she din expect mi to have a skirt that wld fit her. haha. its really loose for me! we din want to wear out prom outfit out, felt weird. and out with heels! i rather wear something flat n comfy. after dat mom drove us back to town again. we bought tix for 'love actually' at 0230. went to eat in yoshi, coz lyk nothing else to eat, and we din see e kushi restaurant. shld have eaten there. cldnt finish our food. haha...while eating, a guy with blue hair walked in,. not long after, a guy with green hair entered. and i was tellin aili dat after dat a red one wld appear. i din realise tt a red head guy was already in yoshi when we entered. hahaha. we talked quite alot, had some updates abt each other. really nice to talk to her again. we're lyk, very close den we drift, very close n drift again and so on. haha. i gez this happens to some pple too? yeah. but i noe, after all, we're good frens. she's really a nice fren! love ya aili !! -grinz-

e show's was humorous. quite a sweet story. a movie that is veri suitable for e world. their theme 'love actually is around', shld be lyk dis if i rem correctly. all e wars, bombing n all, i gez its juz tryin to convey to pple that no matter wad happens, love is always there, all around. yepz.

show ended at 0500. we decided to walk home. saw car accident. e car's front was severly damaged. really wonder how e person drove, perhaps he/she is drunk. or mayb e other car crashed it. e car perfume thingy flew onto e road. i almost step on it. i can imagine e impact of e crash. woohoo! e morning breeze was nice n chilly, seldom has a chance to enjoy for i always sleep till e sun scorches my butt !!

woke up at arnd 1700. mom told me dat my stepdad's paid for my digi cam n its for my xmas pressie. haha. relieved dat i dun have to pay back my mom for it. lol. actually i kinda anticipated it. love my camera!!

mom asked mi if i wana go out with her n maggie aunt. so i thot y not, since im free. how wld i noe tt e stupid guy tag along. my mood totally changed. when we sat down at e table, e sequence was 2 frens of maggie aunt's, maggie aunt, my mom, me, a space, stupid guy. haha.

i went to look for kel. leo, joe n wendy were playing mahjong. mi n kel watched wwf. or mayb it was wwe. watever. its e same to me, also wrestle. reached home at one.

called my darling at 0400 to wake her up. she is supposed to be on her way ot work now. so poor thing. but she's gettin an off day on monday. gd for her! she can slp all she wants den. hehe. and of coz with me by her side.

desuetude 4:30:00 AM


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Thursday, November 27, 2003
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woke up late today, at abt 1134 and im suppose to meet elizabeth at noon !!! hmm quickly called my salon, asked if my hairdresser,gary, has gone to cine. hmm so indeed e new branch is opened. msg lai to her to meet at 1230 at cine instead.

i was late for abt 10 mins coz mom couldnt find e keyz to da save to give me money. hmm took hundred frm her, so that i wont spend so much. hehehe. its a control.

hmm got my hair washed, waiting to cut my hair. i felt kinda ticklish while washing my hair. haha i can feel e smoothness of da butch fingers who wash lai's hair as well. hmm she's a ger after, one with smooth hands. she's da onli shampoo 'boy' here i think. wonder how many heads she wash a day. hahah. so long !! think i waited for more than 45 mins. now lai cutting her hair. lucky e salon got computer!! can surf web, so i thot of updating my blog! hmm think i gotta wait for abt 30 mins for. i dun realli noe wad hairstyle i shld cut. lai saw this hairstyle frm duno wad mag, told mi to try. mayb i shld, mayb i shldnt. well..... shall see. i've still got 30 mins more to consider. im so free rite now. think im gonna continue to crap around in my blog. feels lyk some idiot. walkin around with da cut hair thingy...dat plastic cloak. hahaha duno wad la. den somemore in cineleisure!! its insane. i also wait till i wana slp. i've onli slpt for abt 6 hrs. NOT ENUFF! my eyes looks kinda small now, got da sleepy look. and i've got dark rings!!! hmm now i resembles my dear dear. haha. small eyes. she's gona rant at me when she sees this. hahahahaha . kel kel, we're e small eye couple. LOL .

e salon is cold. causing my body to increase production of urine. hahah. worse of all, im HUNGRY. if onli da salon provide food as well, it wld b great. i've got e hunger for soba in dis soba restaurant in paragon [e extended one]. mayb go there n eat later. but im afraid later i see something i lyk den i not enuff money to buy... hahaha. at least, they provided surfing here. aint that bad. business here not bad. can see, and gary said so too, that there are more customers here. think later gona shop shop n shop i wonder hows lai's hair now..... shall go n see. update later when im back home. see ya again blogger!!

desuetude 2:53:00 PM


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woke up 3 plus, slightly early today, by lai's call. gonna meet her tmr n go shopping. i think she thought of meetin mi today coz she was at sgh for dental.but i was still in bed !! gona go cut hair, shop till my legs break !! lol

today i am feelin kinda moody. was feelin down in da evening. affected by mom. she was suppose to go out with me today and she claimed that she's tired n all. okay, mayb she reali is. but when he frens ask her out for coffee and all at nite, she's nv seems to b tired. most of e time she's energetic. sigh. e thought of all this hurts me. probably im too sensitive or wad. forget it. there are too many things to be said and they shldnt be said. its between mi n my mom. sooner or later, i'll confront her. for i do know e truth, i juz wana hear her tellin mi so.

i gez, pple tends to fall for another person when that person possesses what his/her partner doesnt. pple lyk to seek for what they dont and not treasure wad they have. its definitely attractive and appealing, but is it something that u cant live without ?

talked to my dear. she made mi laugh.i really appreciate her for being there to talk to me. she doesnt really know that im unhappy. din tell her much. din want to affect her too. this is the time when im selfish, when i dont share with her, only not to want her to carry e negative feelin i have.


desuetude 1:44:00 AM


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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
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i woke up at 4 plus todae. went downstairs for da bbq which my mom asked mi to go. went there with my juz wake up face n 'hairdo'. terrible. saw alot of strangers. after that saw desmond, said hi to him. coz i thot it was onli politeness. desmond's a guy whom i used to play with when i was young. we don't talk to each other now, except sayin hi to each other at times when we see each other. sometimes we dont even say hi when we happened to be in da same lift. well, we're juz 'dao' to each other. hahaa. i realised that it was suppose to be his birthday celebration when a man came over, passed him a pressie n wished him 'happy birthday'. i felt kinda embarrassed to turn up late, lyk damn late. i was told that it was juz a gathering coz desmond's dad won lottery. 1st prize man. must have won lots.

i brought my roc roc along too. he's so notti. i was hungry so i went to get food. he tagged along, and tried to stand up to see da food. haha but he's too short lolz. he barked so loudly, wanted mi to carry him to let him sniff at e aroma of da food. he wished. its too unhygenic to do so. i took e food for 2 servings, mi n roc. initially, i gave him fishball and he ate. after he tasted roasted meat, he refused to eat da fishball. smart dog. played table tennis with my mom's frens. haven played since pri sch. haha. still got some of my skills though. went back home not long after des cut his bdae cake.

kel called. went to look for her around 7+. we had some arguments e night b4. we tried to sort things out juz now. we're fine now. we had real good times together. haha. we're weird couples. we can be on da rocks for one moment n next, we're super loving. oh well. all i can say is that we love each other. iloveyoukel.

went home arnd 11 plus. reached home, realised i've got no keys to get in. mom's fren took mine. called mom, asked mi walked to da railway station to look for them. talked to kel as i walked there. i always thot e railway station is far from my place which is in fact, quite near. mom n her frens were chatting. they chatted on any topics. from gambling to woman, to spirits, to plastic surgery blah blah blah. mom ordered bandung. i tried. it tasted like bubblegum. n i know i'll nv taste it again. i dun lyk da taste. kinda weird. mixture of fruity bubblegum taste n cough syrup ? haha i duno......

desuetude 2:17:00 AM


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Monday, November 24, 2003
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din update for a few days. quite lazy though im online. hmm... suppose to go to sch today to collect my testimonials n listen to da PAE thingy[though im not gona go for my 1st 3 mths]. i went for da sake of my testimonial. my form teacher, ms lee, wants to talk to us. end up, lyk wad i expected she wld say, she made us come back another day to collect our testimonials. oh well....

went taka for breakfast cum lunch with eli, hell, jas n 3sa. after that went to take neoprints!!! hehe. after that went to look arnd n to shop for prom. hmm, nothing catch my eye except for casual clothes. i also saw alot of things i like!!! haha. i juz dont like those silky material, which are usually used for gowns. and i think i dun suit too. its seems too niang niang for me. hahahahaha. i got a skeleton prints cardigon and a black dress/top with 2 big buttons. look kinda retro. we shopped since 11+ till 4 + when hell finally saw a gown that she like. its a black tube dress with satin or those silky material ribbon. simple n nice. she's gona collect it on tues or wed i gez. or mayb i'll have to help her to collect it and pay for her first also. eli n 3sa left early, and we went to meet up with hell's sis, hazel coz she wanted to cut her hair in town.
went city link in e end. hell bought a pair of black heels frm VNC. n i bought a pair of slip-ons frm charles n keith. i like it coz its black.
it started pouring very heavily n i had to take mrt back n asked my mom to fetch mi frm there. mom's so sweet. she dropped mi off at e porch drop-off point so that i wun get wet. i went to da back n wait for her to park e car at e usual lot. haha. saw her running into da building. so funny. lyk cartoon. lolz.

rocky got excited again when i came home. this time i din look at him in case i kena his ejaculated matter. haha. indeed he did ejaculated. weird, onli recently, he starts to ejaculate when normally he will lick it. u will noe wad im talkin abt if u own a male dog.
watch tv in da living with mom. after dat called my kel kel. she told mi today she's gettin off tomorrow. and tomorrow i have to attend this bbq thingy. since i think my beach outing is off. i will try to give stupid excuses tmr n be with my dear. she's out with darr n kai. hmm gez she will go home late.

its realli been a long time since i combed e area of town. haha. happened to see nic n spencer in town. stupid spencer haven return mi my skeleton thingy. but at least i noe she found it which before she told mi she misplaced it. im gona get my stuffs back. definitely. hmm gona slp early tonight. i've onli slpt for 4 hrs. cld have slpt longer if i noe that testimonials are not given out today! and wasted e time to go to sch to attend e pae when i cld have been sleeping soundly in my comfy bed.

desuetude 9:41:00 PM


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Saturday, November 22, 2003
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i woke up late at arnd 6+ pm. and im suppose to be in sch by 6. hmm... left house by 7+. the bbq wasnt wad i anticipated. i thot alot of x-seniors will go back, there was onli less than 10 of us. so so pathetic. while i was walkin towards da canteen, someone shouted n wave at me. she was sitting on top of da i duno call wad...... as if she wana commit suicide. haha, at first i thot wat was dat. and when she talked to me, i din even noe who she is. alrite, it turned out to be mardi.

the atmosphere was quite boring. feels weird. there seems to be alot of faces that are so unfamilar to me. somehow, i feel as though i dun belong to da band. went to da band room, e percussionists were practising. hmm so glad to see them so hardworkin with much improvement in their playing. keep it up ! do da section proud! they have got an instructor, who has cow boy style. kinda kewl. haha its a rare sight of such pple in asia.

cil finally came at abt nine. when i called her arnd 8, she said she's coming soon. her soon is lyk abt 1 hrs later. wad kind of soon is that? lolz. cil asked mi how long will it take to travel to tanah merah by train. den cheryl said, ' i think 10 mins. take bus to tiong bahru, den take train to outram and reach liao.' mi n cil were lyk huh? haha. my dear super blur junior. she mistook tanjong pagar as tanah merah. hmm i din take alot of pictures. =[ din have da enthusiastic mood . oh well, me and cil left sch at abt 9 .

took cab down to darren's place. dropped cil off at potong pasir mrt station. she said i go till serangoon so far, she go tanah merah even further. after dat e taxi driver wasnt sure of my destination. called my dear, end up i got off e cab n she picked mi up. haha. so stupid. there were only my dear, mi, darren, kai n jaz. lucky jaz din start to 'play' da guiitar again. it'll onli b noice pollution. haha. spare my ears! we played da guess e number game, whoever got it will drink. hmm my poor kel got tipsy.

time to go home. kel n i walked in da rain under a red umbrella. y must e umbrella b red? juz reminds mi of jaz... kel's ai ren. urgh. hahaha. it was a nice moment walkin with her. hehe. realli nice. =]. duno kai, dar or jaz called kel n told her dat i left my stuffs at dar's place. they called it da flower bag..... er. took da cab n went to pick it up. for da first time i sent my dear dear home. i thot i will nv have e chance. woohoo.

came home saw mom. she bought me a bag. and she also pass mi e things dat my cousin bought for me in spain. hehe. i've got a ZARA perfume, MNG belt, KOOKAI bag n LV bag. i love dem all. nice. i dun think i will use da LV bag coz its abit weird. haha. i prefer da KOOKAI one.

my dear dear called me. i was talkin to her halfway when i realised dat i wasnt gettin any response from her. i was wonderin if she told mi to hold on n i din catch it. so i held on for a while. i hung up, called her hp. haha. she actually fell aslp while talkin on da fone. WTH !

okie. im gg to bed soon. i need to replenish my body with hours of slp dat i havent had for da past few days. im gona see my dear dear, gg to her place tmr[sat].

desuetude 3:14:00 AM


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Friday, November 21, 2003
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Quiz Me
Winona was
an Attractive Cook
in a past life.

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hmm, no wonder i love food so much....

today's last paper. phy/chem paper 1, multiple choice. few careless mistakes due to not reading e qns properly. gez im sleepy, not enuff slp for me.

went mac for breakfast with hell, eli, 3sa, jie hui n flo. jie hui n flo went back, eli went to meet cin. so da 3 of us went to town to take neoprints. haha. its been so long since we last take neoprints together. but e picture wasnt complete without jas n eli. gotta wait till mon.

i came home arnd 12 plus coz i was tired. i was surprise to see rocky on da dining table when i entered my hse. haha. stupid dog, knows how to get up but duno how to get down. he stood there, excited, wagging its tail, wanting mi to carry him. hehe, i know im always welcome home. -grinz.
something really, really, extremely disgusting happened to me. rocky always get too excited when im come home, usually, he'll get horny, oh well, over-excited, dat he got high. haha. i was carryin him lyk a baby and suddenly something shot into my eye. yuck. rock ejaculated onto my right eye, face n sch u.... i yelled at roc, rushin to da kitchen to wash e uknowwhat off my face..... argh!!

gona take a rest. goin for my band bbq later, im sure gona have fun + take lotsa pics.

desuetude 1:14:00 PM


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i was bored halfway doin my tys and i went to do quizzes instead ! hmm....

kjkj
You are The Butcher! You would be famous for
chopping up and slaughtering of people in your
own unique way. That would be why the cops
would not be able to identify your victims. You
would probably get ideas from slasher movies or
previous killers, but turn them into your own
thing. You have a creative side to you, which
is scary, and you would use it on your victims.
You would not be vicious or anything; you may
go all cool and casual with a smile, and then
do your work and examine your victims. The
public would really want the Butcher away from
the streets!


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Courtney Love
Rock on. You're Courtney Love.


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So goth you're dead!
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Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


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water
Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.


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"Smooth and dark, you are potent and bitchy yet seductive and irresistible">
Smooth and dark, you are potent and bitchy yet seductive and irresistible.Congratulations! You're a black velvet!


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GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the clouds."



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cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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HASH(0x875e0e0)
You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


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desuetude 1:28:00 AM


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Thursday, November 20, 2003
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woke up arnd 2+ in da afternoon. e usual routine, rocky jumped onto my bed, licked my hands, face. hinted mi to scratch his belly. thats dog's fav. den he make those sounds, when i stopped, he barked + wagged his short puny tail, abt half e length of my little finger. these depicts.' i wana go down! i wana go down!' haha. oh well, got up went to da bathroom for my mini business and brought roc for a walk.

i went out, realised i cant find my keys. panic !! first, without keyz, means i cant go out. secondly, i love dat skull keychain. so that makes e reasons i panic. i rem i left outside, under a carpet. but it wasnt there. so i brought roc down without lockin e door, anyway dats wad i do normally. the thought of e person who took my keys enterin my hse, ransack the place n etc. hahahha. i thot i was in da same state as sally, she lost her keys too. came home, n went for my bath, after dat, duno why, i went to search my bag, and there was my keys. hahaha i also duno how come i remember puttin my keys outside when it was left in my bag since tues. hahaha.im so stupid, blur.

hunger !!! reached out for fone, ordered pizza + drumlets. woohooo !! savoury!! haha. it was yummy ! shared e food with roc too, he loves them too. he's so smart, he onli eat e ham n chicken, i gave him e pizza bread ? eh, wads dat call ? e pizza base ? wadever... he bite + spit it out. notti !

desuetude 5:04:00 PM


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mom called. so HAPPY! but i was lazy to talk. haha. talkin to her right now. she sound so tired. poor girl, always so busy with work. i miss her!

im awake for more than 24 hrs. cant believe it. and i aint feelin reali sleepy. -vanish-

desuetude 1:40:00 AM


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Wednesday, November 19, 2003
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finally i post up my blog. finally i've got e time to do! its not finished though. laters !

my house's filled with emptiness. mom went KL to see my cousin, who came back to m'sia for hols from spain. the whole day, there wasnt any word spoken. the onli sounds heard were the typing on the keyboard, tv, birds chirps and dog barkings. i MISS my MOM !! hogging on da computer for hours, rocky slping all day, even my tortor n titise too! useless pets. hoohoo. i still love 'em. =]

i gave rocky a treat for lunch. 2 packets of CESAR for him. not a very healthy food choice, but he lurves them. well .... and for me, i've got no food to eat. except for some instant noodles n biscoittis from starbucks. pathetic day for me.

Jas lost her hp. hopefully some kind soul will picked it up n return to her. slim chances though. i mean, how many kind souls are there sg?

im so tired. backache, neckache, everywhere aches. i shall sleep early tonight. have been awake since 1am plus till now. gonna turn in early later.

desuetude 7:35:00 PM


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