Saturday, July 31, 2004
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hopnight wasnt fantastic.
lazy to blog.
eventful saturday tmr.
-night.

click. hopnite.


desuetude 2:48:00 AM


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Friday, July 30, 2004
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news
blaid
4thweek

updates for da week
monday
- reached class on time. im gettin da gd monday habit.
[reaching on time for da first class of da week. im usually late.]
- i cant remember much.
 
tuesday
- drew monocot n dicot stem cells durin practical.
- took me so long to get it done, i dont know why.
- cldnt even finish. handed in without labelling.
- walked to da succulents in da botanical.
- learned to identify da species.
- skipped F-rench class again.
- this time round, its deedee, viviane n me.
- we simply hate lookin at that loas claimed french
  BENOIT.
- got to know li ming, [dee n viv's fren]
- he got weird organs. SWEARED. 
 
wednesday
- woke up late.
- cabbed down to botanical.
- tried to remember hw da plants look like.
- cldnt recognise most of da plants shown for my ' name
  da plant' TXP test.
- copied nizam's.
 
thurs
- skipped WAA
- way too early for me to wake up. i slept at 3 plus am.
- msgd atirah, tld her bout my slping plan. asked her to
  tell da duno wad name teacher that she got no news
  abt me if da duno wad name teacher does ask abt
  win.
- woke up 8 plus.
- made sandwiches for da girles.
- sch for IAC class [my fav class]
- discussion for project. changes to be made.
- i feel so responsibled for this IAC project.coz e guys
  simply do nothing but wait for me to tell them wad to
  do. grrrr.....
- went blading. [wore da guards. im not sadictic. i dont
  want to injure myself. i dont exactly like to see blood
  oozing out from a fresh cut.]
- had fun Fun FUN.
 
friday
- gona head down to SIS to get my tic refunded.
- meetin up with fitt to get tix for hopnight
- attending hop night with aud, fitt and some hopians.
- will hav fun i hope.
 
weekends.
too early to date.



desuetude 2:07:00 AM


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Thursday, July 29, 2004
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The lineage is finally revealed. Many people are at a loss for a response when someone says "You don't know Jack Shit." Now you can intellectually handle the situation. Jack is the only son of Awe Shit and O. Shit. Awe Shit, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Shit, the owner of Needeep N Shit Inc. They had one son,  Jack. In turn, Jack Shit married Noe Shit, and the deeply religious couple produced 6 children: Holie Shit, Fulla Shit, Giva Shit, Bull Shit, and the twins: Deap Shit and Dip Shit. Against her parent's objections, Deap Shit married Dumb Shit, a highschool dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Shit divorced. Noe Shit later remarried Ted Sherlock and, because her kids were living with  them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Shit-Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Shit married Loda Shit and they produced a son of nervous disposition, Chicken Shit. Two other of the 6 children, Fulla Shit and Giva Shit, were inseparable throughout childhood and susequently married the Happens brothers in a dual ceremony. The wedding anouncement in the newspape announced the Shit-Happens wedding. The Shit-Happens childred were Dawg, Byrd and Hoarse Shit-Happens. Bull Shit, the prodigal son, left home to tour the world. He recently returned from Italy with his new Italian bride Pisa Shit. Sow now when someone says, "You don't know Jack Shit", you can correct them. Family History recorded by Crock O. Shit.

desuetude 11:57:00 PM


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Sunday, July 25, 2004
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Bad bad news

mom n i chatted last night.
actually it was arnd 5am plus, and i was keeping my mouth shut most of da time.
sdad's ship got attacked by some pirates.
everyone in da ship, including da ship, are kidnapped.
those assholes are asking for 1 million ransom.
sounds like some drama serials eh?
its TRUE.
everyones knows abt it in da shipping business.
or almost everyone.

this sucks.
hw am i supposed to ask for my ipod n new comp now ?
actually i've asked before this incident.
to ask them to get it for me at this point of time,
its a NO-NO.
i think all i can go is to be gd,
theres nothing much i can do to resolve da situation.

-off

desuetude 3:24:00 PM


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Thursday, July 22, 2004
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If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy
or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to
a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her
life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such
person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.
She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door
herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask
you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks
it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a
chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reacti! on,
but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring
type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same
society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up
with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and
agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person
again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word
"Love".

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if
you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She
loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the
same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her
win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight
forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will
survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly
take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not
have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes
that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her
will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she
is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a ! man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will
just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long
she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a
"Working Woman" then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will
last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of
"pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in
fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she
really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and
will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident
and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.



desuetude 8:19:00 PM


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Sunday, July 18, 2004
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baybeats!
woohooo!

desuetude 2:35:00 AM


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Saturday, July 17, 2004
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i shitted.
quite alot i wld say.
no wonder my tummy seems so bloated.
seems i haven shitted for long.
though it was only a day.
finally it was all let out.
my ass hole hurts a lil.
im heaty.
 
fitt, terence and yatie,
they are all sick.
it was fitt, den terence and yatie.
they were sayin my turn's coming.
i guess it all due to our sharing of food.
saliva.
that din bother us anyway.
 
am heading down to Baybeats.
derrick's band's playing today, Objection Overule.
talkin abt derrick, im gona meet up with him soon,
for my inking sessions. woohoo
 
as for my prev entry, its editted by terence.
its pretty obvious which parts hav been editted.
for things i'll nv say.
 
i need a memory stick.
anyone wana sell to me?

desuetude 3:44:00 PM


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Friday, July 16, 2004
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im at atrium right now with fitt and terence.
waiting for da darling yatie to come.

oh, saw audrey in da toilet too!
i haven seen her since da first day of school.
asked her to come along with us.
but somehow i dun think she will be joining us.
anyway, its so damn hot in e atrium.
poor fitt has been sitting here for da past 3 hrs plus to wait for us.
and he's doing my hw now.
haaaa!
terence is so talented dat he's applying his professional photography skills taking pics of almost everything.
it's just so photogenic.
check out. -

im bored.
dats why im here blogging.
and terence is ranting abt waiting for stupid yatie to come.

desuetude 5:41:00 PM


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Thursday, July 15, 2004
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sch's tiring today.
coz i din hav enuff slp.

WAA, boring as usual.
IAC, nt as bad, way better than WAA.

met up with agnes and nadiah at da atrium after lect.
yan yun was supposed to meet us,
but, bcoz she got a leak? or she scared she leaks,
she doesnt wana watch da movie with us anymore.
i thot juz puttin da pad wld solve da problem?
anyway, nadiah's fren, joanna joined us too.
she's my french classmate.
i dun exactly recognise her though. lol

lunch was sumptuous.
ordered thai green curry, honey chicken, french fried squid
and nt forgettin our usual, sambal kangkong.
-slurps.

walked arnd far east plaza.
checked out dunks in leftfoot.
[I WANT MONEY NOW!! $500 will do.]
happened to bump into kailing and naomia or is it naodia.
i think i spelt da name wrongly and its jus either one of them i met.
chatted for quite a while.

had our movie, mean girls.
hilarious. bitchy. bimbotic. sleek. clever.
oh, i saw val today again.
at wheelock starbucks.
such coincidence.
think tmr i'll bump into her again ?

im so lookin forward to tmr.
at 1700, i'd be seeing da companies at da atrium!
we're gona conquer da food!

desuetude 10:14:00 PM


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had fun today.
was glad to meet up with yatie, fitt and terence.
i love da company.

went UAN to get my measurements done.
while waiting to cross over da road, terence was telling me dat da guy opp. is his sch's senior.
and after that i realised that da girl bsides that guy is my fren.
and dat's valerie! hahaa
went over to chat for a while.
took a pic with val. 12-14
slacked in coffeebean while waiting for e other 2 peeps to come.
they dismissed later, 5.

oh, went food fest.
yummy food.
da four of us are gona go there again on friday.
i think with a few more pple?

im gg to bed.
class at 8.
hope i wont be late.

desuetude 2:03:00 AM


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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
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sch's been great so far.
juz got home not long ago frm sch.
talking abt that,
i totally hate french class today.
was so irritated.
i was sleepy, tired.
u can vaguely guess why im not in da mood for da class.

i knew i was having this 'bored, not interested' face.
and somehow i think it reflected
'i dont know wad u're talkin abt' to my french teacher.
dat kinda blank blur face.
he thot i was lost when i wasnt,
mayb juz a certain part only.
he kept on calling me, for godknowswhat.
'winona, read this.'
'winona, translate e meaning.'
'i dont think winona can hear u.'
'winona, i think u didnt hear them repeating.'
he juz went on winona winona winona.
i know i wasnt concentrating but
i dont see any problem with me not hearing or wadsoever.
not as if i was distracting other peeps in da class,
and affected his teachings. argh
i was 'hibernating' at this lil corner,
coz i aint feelin to gd
[my body was feeling warm n having headache. till now though]
and my eyes were abt to close any moment.
[at least i did stay awake during his class]
i shld juz stop ranting abt da F class.

sch's starting later tmr, yay!
guess we're gonna walk round da botanical?
gon dress comfortably tmr.
gotta go down to UAN tmr to get my vital info done?
or wadever info is needed to complete my duno wad.
i wasnt paying attention to wad ivy was telling me thru da mobile.
wells...

sch's starting later tmr.
dats a YAY!
im gg to bed.
night nighty

desuetude 9:03:00 PM


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Thursday, July 08, 2004
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exquisite courtesy,
that u shld see in me.
immeasurable grace,
for u to believe
that i, e faceless child of darkness
could enter, into hallowed halls of love.
could touch, and find no shame in touching.
could hope, and find hope not in vain.
a peace beyond my understanding,
has fallen on my head like gentle rain.

every moment was monitored.
every word and action and thought,
more scrutinised in e light.
am i supposed
to mimic a life that was not my own?
i wana be what i am.
humiliate and snickers,
say wad u want.

im only human.
i cant pleased everyone.

desuetude 2:54:00 PM


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captured
--botanical
--030704

todays great.
fun and tiring.
walked arnd da botanical.
nv knew it cld be so tiring.
im loving my class more!

oh, my australian fren, prez,
will be coming to sg for da weekends.
im lookin forward.

desuetude 12:30:00 AM


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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
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gona be at botanical ltr again.
will be walking arnd, b4 that having TXP lect.
and i dont know wad TXP stands for.
anyway, i'd find out later.
oh and ytd after lect in botanical,
i found myself lookin at plants,
observing them.
gosh. wad has become of me!?

argh!
i hate you!

somethings missing in my life.
-off to botanical [my 3rd home]

desuetude 10:10:00 AM


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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
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3 hours of lab work today.
wore my lab coat for da first time today.
yy commented that i looked like mad scientist,
with my hair n glasses.
lol.
were looking at eyepiece micrometer
and stage micormeter.
supposed to align them to get da measurements.
e markings were diminutive.
im gon be cross eyed sooner or later X)

i was fascinated with da moss leaf.
cld see da movement of da cytoplasm, chloroplasts.
[under da microscope of coz!]
we were like,'its alive! its alive!'
later we plasmolysed it in sodium chloride.
ms sim commented while lookin at da leaf,
'poor guy, see hw much it has shrunkened'

lunch in town with classmates
after an hr of lecture with dr koh.
saw quite a few stc peeps in their cj u.
home after that to catch some rest
b4 french class.

french class was fun.
saw tiff while waiting to get into class.
was so happy, thot she's in french class too.
no, she's in jap class.
saw zihong. haha
he was wondering if he was at da wrong venue when he saw me,
wondered why e hell i was there.
i didnt attend da first lesson u see.
oooh.
viviane and duanne are in my class too!
hw lucky.
and my pri sch mate also.

viviane, duanne and i hav decided nt to buy our text.
instead, photocopied it.
e txtbk n da wrkbk cost 48 bucks?
its too expensive man.
its not like its damn thick or wad,
somewhat like social studies bks.
[its not worth da value man, not as if its a science bk.
dats a diff story.]
quite a no. of peeps photocopied too,
and cost only 10 bucks.

chatted with jas today.
i miss u gurl.
meet up soon.

i jus want things to be right.

desuetude 11:06:00 PM


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Monday, July 05, 2004
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chattin with my classmates, yan yun and nadiah.
wahahaha.
apparently, someone in da class had taken a move
to ask for gaius's[one of da guys in my class] no.
and atirah is fuming at it.
i cant agree less that gaius'[however dat guy's name's spelt] cute,
not exactly actually.
[and that doesnt imply im interested]
juz that i wld love to snip off his socks.
its too long to be seen.
lol.
oh well, thats his style.
not very nice i wld say.

been playing WOF with terence online.
hahaha.
somehow become my daily dosage.

im feeling great!

desuetude 9:40:00 PM


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having brk at canteen one.
with wj and yue mei.
had teriyaiki sandwich,
fills only duno hw much of my stomach.
yes, im sayin im still hungry.
but im lazy to queue for food.
lect. today was fine.
was late for erm 5mins i think,
no.. less than that
i dun like it.
all da lect recognise me.
is that supposed to be gd?

wj is not happy with me
bcos of that person.
im nt telling telling who as u can see.
wj,'i hate you.'
lol
having tutorials soon at 12.

laters.
oh i made a new fren, shyam.

desuetude 11:35:00 AM


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achievements:
- tidy up room
- clear junks
- iron 1/4 of clothes

shall skipped some details of my day.
shldnt mention.
if not, i'd be accused.
i dont think anyone understand wad i said.

to you,
it better be da finale this time arnd.

desuetude 1:26:00 AM


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Sunday, July 04, 2004
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u know i care no more.
wad are u trying to get outta this ?
u know i hate it
yet, u're still doing it.
stop pestering me with your repetitive questions.
arent u even sick of hearing da same answer?

stop this right now.

pics
020704
canteen


desuetude 5:31:00 PM


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Saturday, July 03, 2004
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im on da phone rite now.
OMG
i cant be feeling this way.
damn it.

desuetude 2:03:00 AM


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