"its been 20 over days since u blogged, might as well close it."

alright. im back.
this screen im typing in seem so strange.
i havent seen it for weeks.

i had been busted with projects, projects and more projects. ok, im exaggerating. theres only 4.
thats quite alot to handle though, esp for Individual and Community [IAC]. im so glad i've finished one module. another module down on this thurs.
No more IS modules for this semester. yipee.

Tests are coming up. i feel quite packed.
theres so many things to study.
Morphology and Taxonomy are killers.
i flunked my prev. Taxonomy test.
i need to buck up.
STUDY WIN.

somehow, i worry most for french test.
why? the reason is simply cause i do not wish to end up in a chicken-and-duck conversation with my teacher. its gona made me feel so helpless and stupid.
i mean, im supposed to understand, right?

enough abt tests. shall talk about my life.
nothing disastrous happened.

oh. i had my first time yesterday[saturday].
Putting on a tampon. correction. Putting in a tampon.
i jus couldnt put that absorbant stick in. i always thought it was an easy chore. yeah im so damn right, its so easy that i have to ask for SOS.

on saturday too, my room turned into a amateur hair salon. gerard, yumin and clay helped each other with their hair. first to cut was clay, i did a part in her 'new' hairstyle. baojun, gerard and of cos clay herself too. hahahaha. it was fun. FUN.

i dyed my hair too. before i continued typing, i have to say, i used to thought that DIY hair dye nv work[on my hair at least]. i've been proven further that DIY hair dye DOESNT WORK at all. The colour doesnt even turn out gd, like some ah lian hair colour [reddish-brown]. its supposed to be rusty ash. thank god i din dye da whole of my head. otherwise, i'll end up like one wanabe ah-lian.

honestly, i think im gona perish in hell.
my classmates and i ran out of the class asap when chemistry class ended, so that gloria wont tag along.
it happened again. this time round, we came out of class and hid behind the greenhouse. We were all excited to see her rushing out of the class, running, no, i mean brisk walking [she cant seem to run] with her thin legs [size of 3 fingers, no i aint kidding]. she was in fact chasing after us, darting her eyes left and right in search for us. we couldnt help but burst into laughters.
anyway, whoever seeing this will think that we're evil. u got to associate and know her personally. i bet u'll join in in this cheap thrill.

what else do i have to add. . ..
hmm...
im no longer that fair. i've been gg sun-tanning weekly at sentosa. i better pray hard i wont end up havin skin cancer using SPF 0 sun-tanning oil.

i need to get my sleep.
class at 9.
will i see very very sweet fella later?
night world

desuetude 3:00:00 AM

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woke up late.
cabbed to sch.
dont even know why i even bother to come to sch.
my lecturer been talkin since one o'clock,
and nothing i've captured.

i havent exactly been myself lately.
i feel kinda stress.
not over sch work though.
im nv stress over sch work anyway.
its over relations.

ranting here doesnt help anyway
win, jus open ur mouth and tell it to dat person.

that auntie **** is making me auntie with her auntie actions.
hmm only a few know who im talking abt.

get off my shadows !

desuetude 1:36:00 PM

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my life's a lil spiced recently.

there's so many things i wana say.
yet, its better to be untold.

my peeps know wad im facing.
twin knows it all.
im so glad he's there when i needed him.
thanks twin!

to be with you.

desuetude 12:24:00 AM

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