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I ..........
_ dont know if i shld slp now and wake up at 1 later. (i already slept frm 10am sat to 1am sun. I know, i slept my saturday away.)

_ cooked eggs in hot water and over high fire for abt 2 mins. thinking that my half boiled egg will not be done yet. (if u been around the kitchen, u know wad kinda eggs i got when i cracked the shell.)

_ dreamt of Jesus chasing after me, with a still expression. while running away from him, i turned back and shouted, 'Eh your robe so long. Later you trip ah.' Woke up during the 'chase', it was a nightmare.

_Very bitter on friday night. So bitter i couldnt hold back my tears.

*Waves
Anybody wanna help me sign up for a mobile line?

desuetude 8:21:00 AM

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I woke up this morning (the fifth time since i had gone to bed). I felt like a child on her birthday. Perhaps slightly over-expectant; teetering on that narrow wire where high-octane good spirirts could topple over into tantrumy disappointment at a moment's notice. I couldnt wait to see Clay. (I MISS YOU HUN.)

My Clay-cravings were languished when my mom said,'Pls go to church with me tonight.'
I threw all that can-i-not-go-cos-im-meeting-clay requests. The nugget of hope i had was gone as soon as it was there. I HAD to go to church with my mom along with Kathy aunty(who lives upstairs) and Alan.

(Prepare for dull paragraphs. Skimming through will be good.)

Church. Majority of the people who attended church today have either receeding hair or grey hair(a few whites also). The very first time i see so many Ah Ma(s) and Ah Gong(s) in a church service.

You strip away all that material needs and you focus on the essentials(spiritual). Ok, it wasnt a hard thing to do. But there was a problem. It was a Cantonese church service i attended. Yes, cantonese(i know this dialect). (here comes the irony)The service was almost incomprehensible to me, I dont know wad's Psalm and all the Bible people and phrases known in cantonese (except for Amen and Halleluia). I guess im used to English services. A meaningful trip had ended up into an effing boring one.

(It's getting boring.)

Occasionally, i had my face down looking at my shoes. Passed out with boredom and being freaked out by the holistic people. They behaved like an insidious disease was spreading around them. Im sorry if i offended anyone, but i really am not used to cryings, faintings and speaking of tongues. Made me feel like im in a cult.

I'm not into religions.

I never thought i(being someone who is non-religious) will ever have dinner with a pastor. It was all caused of my mom. She accepted Christ into her life tonight. Gd for her. Dinner was all about Pastor Daniel's testimony, shocking and unbelievable. As he said, 'THE POWER OF GOD.' Hmm...I hope my mom will experience that power.

(I didnt know i can type so much jus on church.)

So, apart from church, I went to SingPost because this scared-i-cheat-his-37dollars idiot was so anxious bout the items.
Idiot: 'Items mailed out on 17th. Its the 19th and i have yet to recieved the item.'
Bugged by idiot: 'Funds recieved on the night of 17th. Post offices are closed in the night. They operate during offices' hours. Tell me an outlet that opened in the night. I mailed them out on 18th.'

Alright, I lied. I was too lazy to head to the post office. The sun was scorching ytd and i didnt want to heat up my already hotted head(i was in a foul mood). And this afternoon, it poured goddamn fucking heavily when i was 5m away from Singpost.

Last sentence of this very long post,
Rocky's fur cut short, he now has a jack russel body and terrier head.

desuetude 12:52:00 AM

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I sobbed (to Clay) in the wee hours of sunday.
Puddington had to part with me.
Puddington and I were bonding really really well.
He played hide and seek with me, peek-a-boo.
We were very much bonded in just a night.


PuddingTon I Miss You.


Rumbly in the tummy.


Pudding, will you miss me too?
Looking at your pics made me sad.

Anyway, it's been some time I mention abt JellyBean Laden and CookieDough.
I have some pics to share.
Take a look at them.


before jelly started coagulating.


get her some extrim!


milk was cookie's favourite.


he's growing into a boomerang.


Need me to tell you more?

desuetude 4:12:00 AM

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