Saturday, October 30, 2004
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attended my cousin's wedding tea ceremony today.
its hellavu interesting to me.
first, groom arrived, handed over the duno for wad money, had obstacles before gettin to da wife.
oh, i get some part of da duno for wad money too and also red packets frm the newly weds.
hahahaaa. this is so weird. my cousin's only 20 and now im gonna get red packets frm her till i get married. oh, and mom and many other relatives think that its a shot gun marriage. oh like i can be bothered.
back to wad i was supposed to say.
went downstairs, i saw a damn huge roasted pig, a cockerel and a hen.
i was told that they will release the chickens, whichever that walks out first will symbolise da sex of da first child.
went over to da groom's place.
they had this lil boy to punch through this tin covered with red paper,
he took da red packet inside, and later jumped n rolled all over da newly weds bed.
its supposed to bring them a son.
i find it totally ridiculous.
oh well, its the tradition,
but today's certainly an eye-opening experience for me.
MY REAL LIFE NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC. or wadever factional tv programs.
i miss you loads loads loads.
desuetude 10:03:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
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new pics. pushed in a trolley
my day was spenting crumpling my bedsheets.
i wasnt alone though.
rocky was doing his fair share of messing the bed.
and clay too, on her own though.
we were supposed to hav tuition at 2.
was it 2 plus or 3 or later?
funny thing is, we woke up arnd da same time, 1930hrs.
its not the first time, many many times.
we do da same things when we're not with one another,
as though we're living in each other's body.
talkin about her, she's been so hardworking these days.
i will make u ur T-Ra-Mi-Su tomorrow.
rocky seem to be puttin on weight, probably its the fur thats growing?
i think its the elderly thing.
when u're old, ur flabs grow as equally prominently as ur wrinkles and as ur spots[old pple spots, those brown, black or even red spots. i duno wads that called. take a look at ur grannies skin.]
blah. i dont wish to see rocky lookin like a sha peh gou.
he's already an one eye jack.
my room is half packed.
i cleared my junks few days ago.
there were 3 bags fulls. *reminds me of da bla bla back sheep song.
bla bla win win
hav u any junk?
yes sir yes sir
3 bags full .....
one for my dustbin, one for my rubbish chute
and one for the little one who's reading my blog.
hmm, i shall get on with my packing and hav a clean clean room.
if im not so glued to my computer that is.
PS: my entries been rather crappy. u hav to understand its the boredom, especailly when u got nothing to do durin the hols.
desuetude 9:30:00 PM
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im gonna talk abt lesbianism tonight.
no particular reason, i jus feel like talkin abt it.
im just absolutely bored, harbouring cryptic thots.
so if u are against or having negativity about lesbianism,
please read on. (=
lesbianism is originated from the Isle of Lesbos. i think its quite a nice name for a lesbo pub in singapore? anyway, some people think that women become lesbians because of bad experiences with men. it might apply to some but come on, lesbianism is not equal to hatred of men. some also thinks that girls are lesbians cos they have not found a good man. i think its pretty senseless, cos isnt homosexuality supposed to be of one's nature? ironically, i do think its not too. somehow, such behaviour has become a nurtured one. just look at the no. of butches,i mean, butches-like girls in co-ed schools. it has evolved to some trend, to dress like a butch, like pple keepin up with the jap trends etc. irks.
a real lesbian just prefer the emotional and sexual bonds that are formed with other girls, as simple as that. there is nothing mixed up abt a girl loving a girl, who wants to have sex with a girl, who identifies as a lesbian. its the society thats mixed up because it punishes pple for not conforming to gender stereotypes. honestly, no one can type out wat lesbians are. they, or rather, We, are jus anything and everything. one common thing is that we make love to someone who has private parts similiar to ours. haha. [alright, it aint funny.] so, give up trying to limit lesbians.
i love girls because
they are beautiful,
they are strong,
they are compassionate.
alright. i love men.
i just dont wish to see them naked.
and to u,
one smile from you when we meet,
i become speechless and forget every word.
hick darling, i couldn't say je t'aime et je t'adore as I longed to do,
but always remember I am saying it, that I go to sleep thinking of you.
i want to possess you completely.
desuetude 4:44:00 AM
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Monday, October 25, 2004
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audrey! im updating my blog now.
im supposed to be in bed an hr ago.
but hunger overtook the importance of gettin to bed.
i cant sleep with an empty stomach.
i'll end up tossing n turning on my bed for some time b4 i'll end up in bed.
i rather use that time to eat.
hahaha.
its the holidays.
might be gg back to take driving classes n license.
or probably will jus bribe to get my license.
i know its underhand, but who cares.
mom said its still possible to do so. (=
and if i got the time, i'll join nizam at work.
i bet we'll be bitching around.
he's my woman.
the harrys at harbourfront is quiet.
good for chilling.
one lousy thing abt it, the signboard, doesnt go with the interior design.
wait, wad do u call that thing that says the name of the shop?
im talkin abt that thing.
clay made me cry today.
kiev, go murder her.
its actually over this real real non-cry-able situation.
the way pple slaughter dogs.
tie it to a tree, use the baseball bat to hit it until its.... dead.
i grieved over it, as if someone i love got murdered.
i love that shock i-cant-belive-my-eyes look on clay's. Lol.
tuition again later.
u better be on time.
desuetude 6:59:00 AM
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
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clay's sweet revenge. so petty eh? i merely smacked da potatoe on her face.
desuetude 2:25:00 PM
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im havin a hot head.
39.2 deg.
HIGH FEVER.
im feelin so cold and yet so hot.
wearing my sweater at this time,
chilling and sweatin in it .
i've been sneezing 342878325324 times.
i think my nose gonna end up like 'micheal jackson' in Eminem's new video.
i dont know how im gonna study for my paper tmr.
mayb i'll jus skip it.
on e brighter side, im being pampered by my mommy.
yes, winona's a pampered girl.
bird nests gon be ready soon. -slurps.
desuetude 1:59:00 PM
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
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NEW
clarke quay escapade
yumins portfolio
desuetude 5:08:00 PM
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A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tamponsfor his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused,"Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?" He answers, " You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooooooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own, so does she."
today is one damn day of fun fun fun.
lets not talk abt the paper i had today.
ok, mayb a lil of it.
i left out da 30marks qns out.
with some calculations, i've got 70 marks left.
outta 70, its impossible to get all of them right.
i think i'll jus scrape through.
went over to clay's and tanned.
the sun was curtained by the clouds.
do i need to say abt my tanning session further?
so much for my tanning session.
it was dinner at al ameen again.
seems that i hav to eat there at least twice a week.
back to da pool again for talks.
clay gets wet when yumin's around.
and that poor lil wet ball asked me to join her,
why not? i've got my bik with me.
in e end, everyone was in da pool except tallman gerard.
here comes the best of all.
we had this $1 really cheap exciting thrill.
they were smokin outside beauty world[after swimming],
i dont smoke you see.
my eyes wondered and i saw da supermarkets trolley.
now u know wad i mean $1 cheap thrill?
baojun n i sat in da trolley and got pushed around by clay n gerard.
its so so Exciting[only they will laugh at da exciting part].
its amazing how a gold coin can make all of us thrilled.
anyway, we took some vids. dumb hilarious retarded ones.
will try to find sites to load them up.
anyway, check this out.
click
desuetude 1:47:00 AM
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Monday, October 18, 2004
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im so gonna fuck my paper tmr.
no more A.
yes. its a fact.
bye bye world.
pray for me, whoever is free.
i will sing that youyouyou song to you.
i promised.
desuetude 4:21:00 AM
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
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planned for today was to wake up at 1400 and
study Study STUDY till my eyes turn out the other way.
my eyelids opened around noon.
i dont know why.
my eyes are usually revealed around this time.
went back to zzz since its not 1400hrs yet.
i just cant let any single second of my sleep slipped away.
here comes da best line Junkie said,
' Your plan nv works. You nv follow. Whats the point?'
well, at least i bother to plan.
my point is, i woke up at 1645 and its 1935hrs now,
i haven start to torture my eyes.
i have to go to Market Place.
i must get the halloween goblets and baskets.
im gonna skipped around with da baskets on 31 Oct.
with no sweets in it.
ytd's PEZ escapade wasnt that fantastic.
but da supermarket one was, all the wrong price tagged food.
u know they hav a tv there with doraemon cartoon aired.
can we go there again?
anyway, i met my long lost brother chaos. woots.
cockyourhead : i just saw Yellowcard's mtv. goodness. its kinda cool.
chickenegghair : ur eyes shld be on ur books. if not, only on me. wad yellowcard.
cockyourhead : lol. it's just 3mins plus. aahhaha
chickenegghair : so so so. with dat 3 mins, u can memorise wads acids and alkalis.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
my mom jus waved to get my attention.
my ears are plugged, she knows i cant hear her.
so damn funny.
my cute not-so-aunty mother.
yes. no. maybe.
i dont know.
can u repeat the question?
desuetude 7:28:00 PM
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Friday, October 15, 2004
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another first time.
i baked a cake for my mom.
any comments pls keep to urself.
*what? u mean u can bake? etc.
thank you.
im having my HE paper at 1400hrs.
if u're wondering what's HE, its definitely not Health Education [u took it in primary level.].
its horticultural engineering.
i really hope i can get a A*D for this module?
oh. wad a FAT hope.
i haven even memorise da theories. -shrugs
im doin it now. Yeah now.
drinking at harry's later i guess.
i duno wads da plan for the evening.
theres a gig i so wana go, but its my mom's birthday.
hmm, mayb i'll bring my mom there?
let her experience a different birthday.
Extremely extraordinary for her, to be in a ska punk and rock gig.
desuetude 11:26:00 AM
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
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ANYONE WANTS TO BUY MP3 PLAYERS?
Creative Nomad MuVo TX FM 128mb (Silver) $159
WeWa!! WMP-300+ (Azoth) (128mb) $100
leave me a tag. thanks.
desuetude 2:33:00 PM
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new pictures uploaded.
click on
- rocky at east coast
- i got blue hair.
- work time
- some time ago
all under snaps.
im lazy to blog.
it was nice to get some booze down my throat tonight.
wooooo~
cigg and alcohol breath.
desuetude 2:55:00 AM
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
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i lost 2 deal, by that puny teenie weenie 5 pathetic bucks.
fuck it.
anyhow, i got another 2 deals now.
better ones.
if u're wondering wad deals im talkin abt, go figure!
it's mp3 players.
and oh, yeah!
i finally got my patrick pez.
clay's claim :
patrick looks like a dildo. agree?
desuetude 9:23:00 PM
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Sunday, October 03, 2004
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UPLOAD
2ndbundles
e bundles
spent my afternn watching vcd, blue crush.
i want to hit the beach soon.
if only the waves are as huge in sentosa.
i had my books in front of me.
obviously my eyes were glued to e tv screen.
i tried to mug.
my heart's just not at it.
i kiss your face a thousand times
again, again, again.
i close your eyelids, smooth your hair
and fold your gentle arms.
butterfly wings that beat
against the doomed ceiling of this life.
flutter free now in the open air,
and i will whisper this truth,
into the viewless winds :
i love u.
desuetude 10:30:00 PM
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i need to know my priorities.
resident evil was great.
because, theres 2 supa hot girlies in it.
better than da chicks in white chicks.
i swear with all my fingers!
(Sheesh. That's Clay btw.)
she loves them, esp the dark hair woman with blue tube and short mini skirt and high cut boots and big boobs and nice butt and luscious lips and beautiful eyes and when she said 'fuck me!' clay went 'oh yeah baby!'
desuetude 1:21:00 AM
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