Monday, August 30, 2004
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sean is beside me.
shes irritating da hell outta me.
LOL

shes askin me so many qns.
so many i tell u.
and im not answering any of it.

okay. actually shes not that irritating.
shes juz hellavu IRRITATING.
dis entry is crap.

desuetude 8:24:00 PM


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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
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I LOVE YOU ALEXANDRE

monday was great fun.
cooked lotsa food.
as though we were holding a malay wedding dinner.

on my train ride home,
a woman who was sitting directly opp. me reminded me of someone instantly.
someone i would not wish to see ever again.
and if you got a long lost sibling, da woman gotta be her.
*irks.

desuetude 9:01:00 PM


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Sunday, August 22, 2004
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she told her pals she was gg off to bed.
yet, she is still hanging arnd in da World Wide Web.
da body clock system of this girl is more in tuned to GMT -08.00 time zone.

shes feeling hungry.
gonna hav breakfast before she heads to Lala Land.
she's lookin forward to da Cooking Fest Eating Feast on monday. only VIPs are invited. ( =

desuetude 7:04:00 AM


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Saturday, August 21, 2004
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Memo to all students:
To: All Students!
In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity from students, it will be our policy to keep all students well taught through our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (S.H.I.T.).

We are trying to give our students more S.H.I.T. than anyone else. If you feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T. on the course, please see your lecturer. You will be immediately placed at the top of the S.H.I.T. list, and our lecturers are especially skilled at seeing that you get all the S.H.I.T. you can handle.

Students who don't take their S.H.I.T. will be placed in DEPARTMENTAL EDUCATIONAL EVALUATION PROGRAMS (D.E.E.P. S.H.I.T.).

Those who fail to take D.E.E.P. S.H.I.T. seriously will have to go to EDUCATIONAL ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T. S.H.I.T.). Since our lecturers took S.H.I.T. before they graduated, they don't have to do S.H.I.T. anymore, and are all full of S.H.I.T. already.

If you are full of S.H.I.T., you may be interested in a jobteaching others. We can add your name to our BASIC UNDERSTANDING LECTURE LIST (B.U.L.L. S.H.I.T.).

For students who are intending to pursue a career in management and consulting, we will refer you to the department of MANAGERIAL OPERATIONAL RESEARCH EDUCATION (M.O.R.E. S.H.I.T.). This course emphasizes how to manage M.O.R.E. S.H.I.T.

If you have further questions, please direct them to our HEAD OF TEACHING, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (H.O.T. S.H.I.T.).

Thank you, BOSS IN GENERAL, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (B.I.G. S.H.I.T.)

PS. Now send this S.H.I.T. to 5 or more people who need S.H.I.T. in their life, just not the same person who sent you this S.H.I.T., they! have al ready had their fill of S.H.I.T. Thank You for your time.

Sincerely,The Director Under the Michigan Bureau of Super High Intensity Teaching. (The D.U.M.B. S.H.I.T.)

win's bored!

desuetude 2:20:00 PM


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UP FOR VIEWING
stc//bugis
ecpalameen

i fell into deep slp arnd noon.
i woke up, closed to 1500hrs, having twinge of guilt.
yanyun was on her way to my place, when we text-ed arnd noon, to get our projects done.
when i woke up, missed calls n sms-es from yy.
she came all da way to realise she cldnt get me.
she hasnt come to my place before. everton rd is just so unfamiliar to her.
she left since she doesnt know where to head after getting off da bus, with only part of my address.
i thot i sent everton rd asia gardens.
i checked later, it was only everton rd.
i was juz too tired at that point of time while msg-ing her.
im sure she's fugging pissed with me.
i wld in her shoes.
im sorry yan yun.

uploading da pics,
reminded me of senseless jabberings from da new DM of stc.
went back to stc to collect my o level cert on tues.
on our way to da canteen, saw frens, stopped by and chatted.
Discipline Master Sng had to come by and poked his nose.
DMS : are u girls ex- students?
me : yeah. [-in my head- no. im still schling.]
DMS : do u girls hav permission to enter e sch compound? and appropriate attire has to be worn.
3 of us stared blankly at him.
DMS : wads ur name?
me : weee-nooo-neeer
DMS : oh, winona, u just graduated last yr isnt it ?
me : -nods-
DMS : u girls are not allowed to enter da sch without permission and outlandish dressing wld only influenced da students.
obviously he was refering to me. my dressing is perfectly fine, aint revealing or wad. im juz don in black. its jus da appearance.
hello. which girl in stc wld be dat dumb to dye their hair purple and wear a stud at their lower lip to attend sch?
is he implying that girls in stc hav no blardy common sense and zero IQ?
if thats da case, he ought to feel pathetic that he's monitoring a bunch of monkeys see monkeys do girls.
and purlise, wad century is it now?
girls go town, after sch, weekends, or wadever freee time they've got. town is full of outlandish styles.
tell MOE to ban students from heading town.

now, stc has got automated gates.
u have to intercom to request for them to open da gate to enter. its applicable too if u need to leave da sch.
one thing is, i dont see e point of it.
i supposed one of da reasons for automated gates is to prevent truancy.
i pressed da button and speaked, 'hello, cld u pls open da gate coz i wana get out.' da gate was jus opened without asking for my name or wadsoever.
it came to me that it defeats its purpose, da gate will be open as long as u intercom?
or perhaps theresians nw hav a card to scan like how residents enter/leave the condo.
or mayb theres a hideous camera to see who's at da gate.
oh wadever. its not my problem anymore.

enuff of complaints.
gd news, sdad is out frm da hospital.
he's fine. i know he will be fine.
i actually prayed for him, though i dont hav a religion.
to whichever god that answered it, THANKEW.
mom thinks i dont give a damn abt it, juz coz i din ask 'how's sdad?'
it doesnt really matter wad she thinks of me, i've done my part.

desuetude 2:45:00 AM


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Friday, August 20, 2004
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AT 1100
win is still wide awake.

i shld be drowning in my dreams at this point of time.
instead of listing things i want:-

\that nike shoes
\dkny shoes
\ring from swatch
\guess? watch
\pearl necklace

thats abt all.
they total up to 600bucks.
i need dough.
lotsa dough.
im gawdamn burnt this month.

desuetude 6:40:00 AM


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UPLOADED
twin's" cam
overnight
harrys

twin came over for dinner.
we had paper prata, cheese prata, butter prata, egg prata and plain prata.
ran some errands after that.

i was dressed shabbily.
BIG tee, shorts and slips.
changed and headed town for AVP.
many slimy, jucies scenes.
but its way cool.
esp. da predator, dreadlock hairstyle.

watched Collateral and The Twins Effect II ytd.
and had my tatt touch up.
was painful initially, guess i've forgotten how da pain was supposed to be like.
my inking session was sensual,
fascination seeing blood oozing out.
derrick did something disastrous to his dreadlocks. i think he went to cut them off, with a blindfold on.

my dog's sulking.
i think he miss my armpit smell.
shall give him a hug.

desuetude 12:26:00 AM


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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
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i've been with da usuals for da past few days.
agnes, nadia, charlene.
darling, larling, tarling n twin.

i dont know wad to blog abt.
theres things im bitter abt.
theres things im happy abt.

i dont know wads love anymore.
if only u wld care a lil bit more.

desuetude 2:01:00 AM


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Thursday, August 12, 2004
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blading today.
only agnes and i.
we talked alot. LOL
oh, we opened e chocolate rubber. it tasted like rubber.
not cholatey at all.
yummy no no.

dat guy with da see-already-want-to-slap face smiled at us today. so so so fake pls.
want to smile, dont want to smile.
probably he got a twitch on his lips.

yesterday. hockey training was hectic.
its too much for me to take, after 21348476843months of slacking. i failed my TXP test, 22/50.
not bad for not studying.
credits to sec4 bio. ha

e day before. got back my french test.
17.5 for written and 13 for orals, both outta 20.
pretty well.
orals bad cos i skipped 2 classes.
my french teacher is korean.
he looks like da older 'version' of Won Bin.

desuetude 10:01:00 PM


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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
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( This is Li-Ming whether you like it or not )


Haha, i'm so honoured to have a twin like you.
But why am i the evil one? =Anyways it was hella fun doing the captions myself..
Next time must snap more pictures..
I have a test and i havent studied for it. Fail? Repeat? Maybe i give my lecturer a blowjob to settle my results =D

Just hung up the phone talking to you.. Boring i can't phuckin' sleep.
Must remember to return you your EZ-link card or you cant travel.. heh heh
Should I ? -grin-
It's great how we make each other laugh especially with your stupidity and retardism.
Your mixing of words that is only realised with a moment of thought put into what you said.
Stupid yes? Retarded yes? Winona is ; YES YES? Hahaha..
I better get ready for school soon.. Shit balls, the test paper is gonna pwn my ass.

ima finish all the BLACK chocolate bish, watcha gonna do eh? haw haw haw

desuetude 3:44:00 AM


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Monday, August 09, 2004
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UPLOADED
fireworks
checkers

credits to my evil twin.
he did da captions.
and thank you you,
for da BLACK chocolates.
they made my day.

desuetude 8:20:00 PM


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for 3 consecutive days, i was out with my evil twin.
PANG LI MING.

we always hav da same thots and says.
we hav da same dunks.
and we wore it with da same black socks.
bla bla bla.

and on sat n sun, darling yatie was with us too.
watched 'three of a kind'. a chinese film.
damn farnie. peeps, watch it!
i dont know da chinese name for it, da characters are jus too unfamiliar.

im glad we went all da way with da photography club to da ECP bridge on sunday.
da fireworks were enticing.
lol.
sean was there too , i din notice.

im gona be camera-less for da whole of nex week.
i feel so naked.
wad makes it worse is that darling n my evil twin, both hav a digi cam.

desuetude 5:24:00 PM


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Saturday, August 07, 2004
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pics marine

cab to sch today.
totally zonked.
day din started quite well simply cos im damn tired, my phone's low batt as well as my camera.

sch's funfair sucked.
its so so small and theres nothing much to spend on.
i got myself 2 monkeys.
gave one to agnes.

supposed to meet up with jas but she din pick up da calls.
anyway, i was meetin up with li ming and shes with her mates.
named da monkey 'phoenix' and it was li ming's partner. he held onto it all da time.
lol. watched 'the village'.
watch if u got da cash to spare.
watch if u're expecting some imitation horror.
watch if u want something ironical.

met up with viviane after that at esplanade.
i din enjoy da gigs, or rather, we din enjoy da gigs.
headed harry's. had jim beam bourbon, flaming lamborghini and sex on da beach.
hahahahaa. li ming was a lil tipsy.
viviane n i were laughin like crazy with his actions.
today's fun. i like their company.
and we're lookin forward to our next harry's visit.
(=

desuetude 1:23:00 AM


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Friday, August 06, 2004
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todays test ended up into a discussion assignment.
teacher was walking round, checking our papers, giving us hints, obvious hints and answers.
how cool is that?
before we were given our papers, she made us sit with a table space in between 2 pple, stating that its a test, no copying/cheating.
she doesnt live up to wad she said, does she?

slacked in da library with atirah.
read some comics. fell aslp.
she left, and i met up with rini n jay.
wooohooo. so reminds me of sec 2.
those were da times.

blading was gd.
eating was gd.
win is tired today.

a ger in my class passed da msg to ask us to wear red tomorrow in conjunction with national day.
hw many pple are gonna wear?
anyway, i bet those who wear come frm P01.
im in P02.

im a foreigner.
i aint patriotic.

desuetude 2:05:00 AM


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Thursday, August 05, 2004
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this is gon be quite a loong entry.

and i've got my personal bank account FINALLY.
im no longer da only person in NP with no bank account.

skipped sch on tuesday.
durin my journey to holland v, i guess it was juz my luck. my lect. had to get on da bus i was in. ironically, i didnt have da ' oh shit ' in my head. i smiled at him instead and he sat beside me, asked me why i wasnt in class in da morning. being a frank girl, i told him i cldnt wake up. along with da continuation that i was mugging for my french test which was fregging bull.

french test wasnt as bad as i thot.
its pretty easy. except da orals.
benoit : vous vous aimez francaise professeur? [do u like ur french teacher?]
me : -pause- oh, u mean urself? hmm -pause- okok la. comme ci comme c,a.
i wanted to say not exactly. but i dont know how to say that in french. its not that i dont like him, so i didnt say Non.
he's simply boring.

and i had my TXP test today.
50 multiple choice qns.
its one dat i need to eenie meanie [or issit weenie] minie mor for dozens of qns.
nobody told me i had to study da rest of da stuffs dat he had taught since beginning of sch.
thanks to my absence on tuesday.
adding on to it, i didnt even study da 20 ground covers i was supposed to.
its da hardest multiple choice qns test i've ever had.
u cld hardly guess da answers, its either u know it or you dont. i felt i haven been in da class all these while while doin my paper.
i need to WAKE UP.

nra is out for me.
and so is touch rugby, im not even gon turn up for training.
its like adult catching. [u knw kids playing catching rite?] i jus dont like it so much.
i've gotta quit TAS, cos hockey training clashes with it.
so now im left with club alliance, french club, dancesports, photography club and hockey.
im considering if i shld withdraw frm dancesports.
quite a load eh?

another test tmr again.
WAA test. my darling, larling n tarling said its very easy.
and one thing is, i can leave when im done with da paper.
i shld be happy, isnt it ?
but that wld mean that i hav to slack frm 9 [i think one hour is gd enuff for me to finish da paper] till 1. 2 more SLOW-passing hours[supposed to be 10 -12, 2hrs]. agnes gotta meet up with that ger for lunch. sheesh.
i shall try to stay anticipated while slacking for da 4 hrs thinking abt da blading sessions n steamboat we're gona hav.

revision shall be done in dat 4 hrs.
it has to be.
however, sleeping in da library seems like a better approach.

desuetude 12:59:00 AM


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Sunday, August 01, 2004
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my mom's so sweet.
she prepared lunch for me before she went out.
and its for me. just for me.
hw nice is that.

spent da whole sunday alone at home.
blasting musics, crazy singings, doggy barkings.
eating n eating.
i found out that i shldnt stay at home often,
cos my mouth juz cant be kept close.
i took lunch at 4pm. late lunch i meant.
after which, i had some junk food.
took my dinner at 6 plus.

upon an invitation frm jasmine, i signed up wholivesnearyou.com . hahaha.
theres only four pple in my block.
which include me, edmund, edric [edmund's bro] and michelle[i think she's jason's sis.]

agnes was asking me if we hav to wear black tmr.
i've got no idea since when we've got colour day.
she told me a few pple asked her abt that matter.
i hear nth abt that. ok, only frm agnes.
mayb someone in da sch pass away?
we gonna have mourn sessions?

if agnes din click on me in msn, i wld hav forgotten all abt chemistry assignment.
i just realised i've got quite alot of things to be done but with so lil time.
but, i aint implying dat im stress. not at all.
(=
weeeeeee, chemistry da first lesson tmr.
i BETTER be early!

Je ne comprends pas.

desuetude 11:19:00 PM


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uploaded :: patsback
Michael Chiang's Private Parts was brilliant.
10 outta 10.
coruscating, witty, hilarious.
wad else could make a play better.

saw henny in taka supermarket when i was there to get some black chocolate.
she touched down today, back for e summer hols.
hmm, im kinda disappointed.
it was supposed to be me, her, patty and zerlina, 4 of us to go SMC together.
anyways, im glad shes gettin on fine there.

had dinner with da most important person, patty.
along with cabbage grass, darling yatie and her cous.
billy bombers' servings really filling.

patty went off to catch her show in cine.
yat's cous was called back home early.
and da rest of us ended up in holland v.

oh, saw some theresians, clay, baojun, pohyee, dp etc.
clay went to touch up her tatts.
that reminded me that i need to do touch ups.[mine din heal nicely. thanks to my itchy hands, peeling n scratching when its healing. at least e other one down there is nice. hars]
inking sessions. wooohooo

wanted to indulge in haagen daz ice cream actually.
but we werent that high with ice cream tonight.
we went in, browsed thru da menu.
decided to go somewhere else.
another reason was that, there was this weird smell.
nydc was hell stuffy.
my pores cld hardly breathe.

cabbage, yatie n i came up with this 20bucks plan.
we're only suppose to spend 20bucks for sch nx week.
$20 for 5 days, which equates to no activities after sch.
its pathetic, i know.
we're juz tryin to live off with lower spendings.
well, thats way too low compared to our current expenditure.
argh, i'll try to survive thru that.
i've gotta.

french test nx week.
txp test nx week.
im so so gona flunk em.
esp french.
e thot of having to converse with da laos claimed french benoit. -shudders-

desuetude 3:27:00 AM


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